1 00:00:05,881 --> 00:00:07,801 Speaker 1: Appo Cha production. 2 00:00:12,561 --> 00:00:15,481 Speaker 2: Photo record. Don't try and make you uncomfortable as. 3 00:00:25,361 --> 00:00:27,721 Speaker 3: My name is Brent Simpson. I'm the host of the 4 00:00:27,761 --> 00:00:31,881 Speaker 3: Clink podcast Stories of Redemption. I was a career criminal, 5 00:00:32,441 --> 00:00:36,281 Speaker 3: drug importer and involved in bike clubs. 6 00:00:43,081 --> 00:00:45,961 Speaker 4: Gary Jubilin's my name. I was a cop for over 7 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:49,280 Speaker 4: thirty years in New South Wales Police. The majority of 8 00:00:49,321 --> 00:00:52,200 Speaker 4: that time was spent in homicide. I now hosts a 9 00:00:52,241 --> 00:00:58,281 Speaker 4: podcast series called Eye Catch Killers What Brings Us here? 10 00:00:59,801 --> 00:01:04,081 Speaker 3: My podcast talks about stories of redemption and to be 11 00:01:04,121 --> 00:01:06,401 Speaker 3: honest with you, mate, I wanted to sit down with 12 00:01:06,441 --> 00:01:08,720 Speaker 3: you today and actually do something no one's done before 13 00:01:09,481 --> 00:01:11,481 Speaker 3: and put the gloves on rather than take them off, 14 00:01:11,640 --> 00:01:14,360 Speaker 3: because I think it's about time the two blakes like 15 00:01:14,401 --> 00:01:18,401 Speaker 3: ourselves had to know bullshit conversation about what truly goes 16 00:01:18,441 --> 00:01:19,401 Speaker 3: on behind the scenes. 17 00:01:19,601 --> 00:01:21,241 Speaker 4: All right, well, I haven't got the problem with that. 18 00:01:21,321 --> 00:01:22,801 Speaker 4: I wasn't sure which way it was going to go, 19 00:01:22,961 --> 00:01:24,241 Speaker 4: but let's do it. 20 00:01:24,321 --> 00:01:28,161 Speaker 3: Well, you got invited up here, and firstly, I appreciate 21 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:32,321 Speaker 3: you taking the time to come up here. And yeah, 22 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:35,481 Speaker 3: fair enough, I bullshitted and said that it was coming 23 00:01:35,560 --> 00:01:40,520 Speaker 3: up to do a joint I guess podcast for both 24 00:01:40,521 --> 00:01:43,361 Speaker 3: of us. But I thought about it and I thought, no, 25 00:01:43,521 --> 00:01:47,121 Speaker 3: fuck that fuck. Okay, you know when has anyone ever 26 00:01:47,161 --> 00:01:49,201 Speaker 3: sat down with you and truly had it out with you? 27 00:01:49,321 --> 00:01:52,721 Speaker 3: And I guess here I am ready to have a crackback. 28 00:01:52,801 --> 00:01:56,961 Speaker 3: So for everybody out there listening, this is going to 29 00:01:57,001 --> 00:01:59,601 Speaker 3: be something a little bit different. I think to your 30 00:01:59,641 --> 00:02:04,681 Speaker 3: podcasts and that my podcast has had, and I think 31 00:02:04,681 --> 00:02:06,681 Speaker 3: the list out there would like to know a little 32 00:02:06,681 --> 00:02:12,081 Speaker 3: bit more about the who's and the whys. Why did 33 00:02:12,121 --> 00:02:14,041 Speaker 3: you for starters? Why would you want to be a cop? 34 00:02:14,680 --> 00:02:18,321 Speaker 4: Okay, well, bull shit off the table, then that's where 35 00:02:18,361 --> 00:02:20,921 Speaker 4: we're going. I can tell you why I wanted to 36 00:02:20,960 --> 00:02:24,960 Speaker 4: be a cop. I didn't join to do something good 37 00:02:25,001 --> 00:02:27,881 Speaker 4: for society. I joined because it looked like an exciting 38 00:02:27,960 --> 00:02:30,721 Speaker 4: job for me. I didn't have a problem with enforcing rules. 39 00:02:30,721 --> 00:02:33,641 Speaker 4: If rules are there, they're there for a reason. I 40 00:02:33,721 --> 00:02:36,521 Speaker 4: joined it just for the excitement. But while I found 41 00:02:36,601 --> 00:02:38,561 Speaker 4: Brent as I was doing it, I think I was 42 00:02:38,601 --> 00:02:40,081 Speaker 4: doing some good stuff. 43 00:02:40,761 --> 00:02:43,921 Speaker 3: You're saying, enjoy it for the excitement. The excitement, What 44 00:02:43,921 --> 00:02:46,201 Speaker 3: what's the excitement of locking people up? Like? I get it, 45 00:02:47,161 --> 00:02:49,481 Speaker 3: And I'll give you credit where credit's due. I'm not 46 00:02:49,520 --> 00:02:51,441 Speaker 3: going to take it away from you because I think 47 00:02:51,601 --> 00:02:53,721 Speaker 3: what you have done in the latter part of your career, 48 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:56,521 Speaker 3: I don't know too many people that could have actually 49 00:02:56,601 --> 00:03:00,801 Speaker 3: gone through those things. There's traumatic situations, the cases that 50 00:03:00,841 --> 00:03:05,761 Speaker 3: you worked on, and the credit to you working in 51 00:03:05,841 --> 00:03:09,641 Speaker 3: a space where you brought pedophiles to the surface. You 52 00:03:09,761 --> 00:03:16,440 Speaker 3: expose them missing beautiful young children. Mate. I look, I'm 53 00:03:16,481 --> 00:03:18,120 Speaker 3: not going to not going to sit here and say 54 00:03:18,161 --> 00:03:20,121 Speaker 3: that that in any way, shape or form is something 55 00:03:20,161 --> 00:03:24,161 Speaker 3: that you know. I'm against because I commend that that 56 00:03:24,641 --> 00:03:29,000 Speaker 3: takes a lot of courage. But I also too, as 57 00:03:29,041 --> 00:03:31,081 Speaker 3: someone who's dealt with a lot of ship cops over 58 00:03:31,121 --> 00:03:34,881 Speaker 3: the years and copped a lot of ship from them. 59 00:03:34,881 --> 00:03:37,401 Speaker 3: Why what do you get out of What do you 60 00:03:37,401 --> 00:03:40,561 Speaker 3: get out of chasing bikes or career criminals? That are 61 00:03:40,641 --> 00:03:40,961 Speaker 3: you know? 62 00:03:41,201 --> 00:03:44,601 Speaker 4: What is it? No, I'm happy you asked that question 63 00:03:44,641 --> 00:03:47,121 Speaker 4: because I want to answer it. When I first started 64 00:03:47,121 --> 00:03:50,441 Speaker 4: in the cops, I was naive, young, ignorant, as we 65 00:03:50,481 --> 00:03:54,081 Speaker 4: all are when we're young fellas and young women. But 66 00:03:55,081 --> 00:03:57,441 Speaker 4: the longer I stayed in the cops, in the area 67 00:03:57,481 --> 00:04:00,401 Speaker 4: of work, I gravitated towards as a criminal investigator. I 68 00:04:00,481 --> 00:04:04,881 Speaker 4: know your background as a bikey, Like, yeah, you guys 69 00:04:05,081 --> 00:04:06,801 Speaker 4: out of the charter. You don't like cops, you don't 70 00:04:06,801 --> 00:04:08,201 Speaker 4: talk to cops. I get future. 71 00:04:08,601 --> 00:04:10,241 Speaker 3: He's made it sick. I mean, at the end of 72 00:04:10,321 --> 00:04:13,201 Speaker 3: the day, there was nothing worse than having a copper 73 00:04:13,241 --> 00:04:16,161 Speaker 3: kicking your front fucking doors in front of your kids. 74 00:04:16,681 --> 00:04:18,440 Speaker 3: You know what I mean, Rip your house to pieces, 75 00:04:18,521 --> 00:04:20,961 Speaker 3: tell your missus to go sit in the corner, shutow mouth. 76 00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:23,361 Speaker 3: Like we talk about the way that we speak to 77 00:04:23,401 --> 00:04:25,921 Speaker 3: women and children today as men, and all this sort 78 00:04:25,961 --> 00:04:28,961 Speaker 3: of shit, and you know, like, I get it. There's 79 00:04:29,081 --> 00:04:31,521 Speaker 3: there's a way of things to be executed and done. 80 00:04:31,561 --> 00:04:34,880 Speaker 3: And obviously intel that comes in that these places may 81 00:04:34,961 --> 00:04:38,880 Speaker 3: have firearms, could be violent offenders, what have you. I 82 00:04:38,961 --> 00:04:42,881 Speaker 3: get all that, but take that out on me, don't 83 00:04:42,921 --> 00:04:44,201 Speaker 3: take that out on my family. 84 00:04:45,481 --> 00:04:47,760 Speaker 4: I make this point. I make this point because I'm 85 00:04:47,761 --> 00:04:51,361 Speaker 4: not I'm not going to defend cops across the board, 86 00:04:51,521 --> 00:04:53,320 Speaker 4: but I'm not going to throw cops under the bus 87 00:04:53,361 --> 00:04:55,761 Speaker 4: across the board. There's some good cops and there's some bad, 88 00:04:55,961 --> 00:05:00,481 Speaker 4: bad cops. Can you vouch for every member of an OMCG. 89 00:05:00,561 --> 00:05:02,601 Speaker 3: NO, And at the end of the day, I'm not 90 00:05:02,601 --> 00:05:05,441 Speaker 3: here to vouch for anybody bar myself as you are, 91 00:05:06,361 --> 00:05:09,241 Speaker 3: and look I to this day, you know, and I 92 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:13,161 Speaker 3: swear by it. I don't personally have any involvement in 93 00:05:13,201 --> 00:05:17,481 Speaker 3: that space anymore. I don't live my life around crime 94 00:05:17,521 --> 00:05:20,521 Speaker 3: and outlaw motorcycle clubs. I still do have a lot 95 00:05:20,561 --> 00:05:23,161 Speaker 3: of respect for a lot of members, absolutely because I 96 00:05:23,201 --> 00:05:26,400 Speaker 3: know that they are genuinely good humans. I think, like 97 00:05:26,481 --> 00:05:32,721 Speaker 3: everything in life, you know, we're judged by whom we 98 00:05:32,801 --> 00:05:37,481 Speaker 3: associate with. Do I think that every man is a 99 00:05:37,481 --> 00:05:40,601 Speaker 3: bad man? Absolutely nice? Like you go to a jail, Yeah, 100 00:05:40,801 --> 00:05:42,961 Speaker 3: Do you think that everybody in a jail, everybody that's 101 00:05:43,001 --> 00:05:44,921 Speaker 3: been locked up, is just fucking shit? Do you think 102 00:05:44,961 --> 00:05:46,601 Speaker 3: that they're bad? Because I know for a fact that 103 00:05:46,601 --> 00:05:47,681 Speaker 3: they're not. No. 104 00:05:47,961 --> 00:05:51,200 Speaker 4: And look, when I say I changed my mind, I'd 105 00:05:51,241 --> 00:05:54,081 Speaker 4: say I've opened my mind rather than change my mind 106 00:05:54,721 --> 00:05:58,121 Speaker 4: when I joined the cops, and I bring it back. Yeah, 107 00:05:58,161 --> 00:06:00,041 Speaker 4: if you're going to do anything in life, at least 108 00:06:00,081 --> 00:06:03,400 Speaker 4: evolve as you go through life, learn lessons. When I 109 00:06:03,481 --> 00:06:05,721 Speaker 4: joined the cops, it was pretty black and white for me. Yeah, 110 00:06:05,801 --> 00:06:08,080 Speaker 4: bad guys, good guys. You know, we were dressed in blue. 111 00:06:08,561 --> 00:06:10,401 Speaker 4: The bad guys. We chased and put them in jail, 112 00:06:10,521 --> 00:06:14,081 Speaker 4: move onto the next thing. But there's more that you 113 00:06:14,121 --> 00:06:17,200 Speaker 4: can do in policing like this. I want to justify police, 114 00:06:17,241 --> 00:06:19,281 Speaker 4: and I understand where you're coming from, and if you've 115 00:06:19,320 --> 00:06:23,161 Speaker 4: had your personal experiences as you talk, I had a 116 00:06:23,201 --> 00:06:25,361 Speaker 4: caved when I was in the cops, and maybe you 117 00:06:25,481 --> 00:06:28,041 Speaker 4: understand this. I'd go after you, and I'd go after 118 00:06:28,081 --> 00:06:31,041 Speaker 4: you hard. I make no apologies for it. I wouldn't 119 00:06:31,081 --> 00:06:33,161 Speaker 4: go after your family. I wouldn't humiliate you in front 120 00:06:33,201 --> 00:06:34,400 Speaker 4: of your kids. 121 00:06:34,201 --> 00:06:36,320 Speaker 3: That's not And how many years did you spend in 122 00:06:36,320 --> 00:06:36,921 Speaker 3: the police. 123 00:06:36,681 --> 00:06:39,001 Speaker 4: Force over thirty five thirty. 124 00:06:38,761 --> 00:06:41,961 Speaker 3: So you're obviously involved in organized crime and all that 125 00:06:42,001 --> 00:06:42,561 Speaker 3: sort of stuff. 126 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:47,001 Speaker 4: The majority of my career was as a besides tactical policing, 127 00:06:47,081 --> 00:06:49,481 Speaker 4: was also major crime, major crime. 128 00:06:49,561 --> 00:06:56,200 Speaker 3: So therefore, anyone like myself with the background OMCG, organized crime, importation, 129 00:06:56,361 --> 00:06:58,641 Speaker 3: any of this sort of major crime, robbery squad and 130 00:06:58,641 --> 00:07:00,320 Speaker 3: all this sort of stuff, you would have had a 131 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:04,361 Speaker 3: hand in. Yeah, So there would you not say that 132 00:07:04,721 --> 00:07:08,281 Speaker 3: there are heavy handed tactics that police do use that 133 00:07:08,361 --> 00:07:09,881 Speaker 3: do then affect family members. 134 00:07:12,201 --> 00:07:15,801 Speaker 4: There's consequences, there's consequences by your actions. I wouldn't set 135 00:07:15,841 --> 00:07:19,921 Speaker 4: out to humiliate a family member, to upset children. I 136 00:07:19,921 --> 00:07:22,681 Speaker 4: think there's a no go there in my book. 137 00:07:22,721 --> 00:07:26,121 Speaker 3: There there's no go in that book, across the board, 138 00:07:27,921 --> 00:07:30,481 Speaker 3: or you know, in any underworld style of living. 139 00:07:30,521 --> 00:07:33,481 Speaker 4: So I put it this way. If if there's family there, 140 00:07:33,521 --> 00:07:35,841 Speaker 4: I used to hate, Yeah, if I'm locking up someone 141 00:07:35,921 --> 00:07:39,201 Speaker 4: like you, if the parents are there or someone's there, 142 00:07:39,321 --> 00:07:41,921 Speaker 4: treating with dignity, And it was told to me, And 143 00:07:41,961 --> 00:07:44,961 Speaker 4: this is this is where I'm saying, Brent, I've learned. 144 00:07:45,201 --> 00:07:47,761 Speaker 4: I'm not making any apologies for anything I've done the cops, 145 00:07:48,121 --> 00:07:51,841 Speaker 4: but I work closely with Sarah ull A forensic psychologists 146 00:07:51,961 --> 00:07:56,161 Speaker 4: on some a lot of homicide investigations, and i'd rad 147 00:07:56,201 --> 00:07:58,321 Speaker 4: a life. I'd go off half beat and say this 148 00:07:58,401 --> 00:08:01,161 Speaker 4: Blake's done this, he must be a shithead, and yeah, 149 00:08:01,241 --> 00:08:03,881 Speaker 4: a bad guy. And she was at pain to explain 150 00:08:03,921 --> 00:08:06,721 Speaker 4: to me just because someone does something bad doesn't necessarily 151 00:08:06,761 --> 00:08:09,601 Speaker 4: make them a bad person. Yeah. I'm a bit slow 152 00:08:09,641 --> 00:08:13,961 Speaker 4: on the uptake, but that started gradually working its way 153 00:08:14,001 --> 00:08:16,641 Speaker 4: into my mind, and I saw that people do make mistakes. 154 00:08:16,641 --> 00:08:21,921 Speaker 4: We all make mistakes, and I've made mistakes. I live 155 00:08:22,001 --> 00:08:24,441 Speaker 4: with them. I learned by them. So I don't judge everyone, 156 00:08:24,441 --> 00:08:29,441 Speaker 4: but for me to slam all Bikis and or to 157 00:08:29,521 --> 00:08:31,521 Speaker 4: you to slam all cops, I think we've got to 158 00:08:31,521 --> 00:08:33,401 Speaker 4: break it down because I'm not going to vouch for 159 00:08:33,401 --> 00:08:35,761 Speaker 4: every cop, but I will vouch for the ones that 160 00:08:35,801 --> 00:08:39,041 Speaker 4: I know. There's the way I say employees, I've met 161 00:08:39,081 --> 00:08:41,241 Speaker 4: some of the most impressive people in my life and 162 00:08:41,281 --> 00:08:44,521 Speaker 4: some of the most drop kicks in my life within 163 00:08:44,561 --> 00:08:53,681 Speaker 4: that organization. The antagonism between omcgs and cops. I was 164 00:08:53,721 --> 00:08:55,881 Speaker 4: in the gang squad. I was a detective inspector in 165 00:08:55,921 --> 00:08:58,761 Speaker 4: the gang squad right around the time just set the 166 00:08:58,801 --> 00:09:01,721 Speaker 4: period of time where that stuff happened between the common 167 00:09:01,761 --> 00:09:04,361 Speaker 4: Cero's and the Hells Angels at the airport. So I 168 00:09:04,361 --> 00:09:08,681 Speaker 4: saw what was going on, I think, and you might 169 00:09:08,721 --> 00:09:12,041 Speaker 4: have a different view. There was a perception that what 170 00:09:12,241 --> 00:09:15,361 Speaker 4: goes on in OMCG gang stays within the gangs, and 171 00:09:15,481 --> 00:09:18,441 Speaker 4: innocent people don't get caught up. That's where the line 172 00:09:18,481 --> 00:09:20,921 Speaker 4: was crossed, and I think it changed the landscape forever 173 00:09:21,201 --> 00:09:24,521 Speaker 4: in law enforcement and OMCGS. When that ship went down 174 00:09:24,561 --> 00:09:27,921 Speaker 4: in the airport, you can't have people bashed like that 175 00:09:28,041 --> 00:09:32,281 Speaker 4: in a public, public place and changed the landscape. But 176 00:09:33,121 --> 00:09:36,961 Speaker 4: I during my career, like working gang squad or when 177 00:09:36,961 --> 00:09:42,081 Speaker 4: I was in homicide paths across with OMCG members individually, 178 00:09:42,081 --> 00:09:44,441 Speaker 4: I've got to sit down. I've got to say, I 179 00:09:44,481 --> 00:09:48,001 Speaker 4: sit down, and quite often there's a bit of respect 180 00:09:48,241 --> 00:09:50,521 Speaker 4: for the way that they live their life, so there's 181 00:09:50,561 --> 00:09:54,201 Speaker 4: not that antagonism. But when if you're coming at me 182 00:09:54,521 --> 00:09:58,321 Speaker 4: as in fuck you you're a cop, we hate cops, well, 183 00:09:59,001 --> 00:10:01,041 Speaker 4: stupid me is going to go, well, fuck you, I 184 00:10:01,081 --> 00:10:03,361 Speaker 4: hate you too, and it escalates that way. I think, yeah, 185 00:10:03,681 --> 00:10:05,721 Speaker 4: I don't think it serves either side very well. 186 00:10:06,121 --> 00:10:10,161 Speaker 3: I know, for me personally, and I make this fairly clear, 187 00:10:10,601 --> 00:10:13,001 Speaker 3: I am and have no longer been a part of 188 00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:17,561 Speaker 3: OMCG lifestyle now for a long long time. I think 189 00:10:17,601 --> 00:10:22,521 Speaker 3: twenty and ten twenty eleven was my final days of 190 00:10:22,761 --> 00:10:27,161 Speaker 3: ever donning a set of colors. I you know, as 191 00:10:27,161 --> 00:10:28,921 Speaker 3: I said, to this day, still hold a lot of 192 00:10:28,961 --> 00:10:31,721 Speaker 3: regard and respect for a lot of great men whom 193 00:10:31,921 --> 00:10:35,201 Speaker 3: I grew up with as seniors or you know, people 194 00:10:35,241 --> 00:10:38,081 Speaker 3: I looked up to. Someone who didn't have family, who 195 00:10:38,121 --> 00:10:43,280 Speaker 3: didn't have brothers, who was brought around a strong brotherhood 196 00:10:43,321 --> 00:10:46,521 Speaker 3: and a camaraderie. I can't speak for today, and I'm 197 00:10:46,521 --> 00:10:48,521 Speaker 3: not about to speak for today, so I make no 198 00:10:50,841 --> 00:10:53,841 Speaker 3: words negative or positive in reference to how things are 199 00:10:53,841 --> 00:10:57,441 Speaker 3: structured today. I'm only speaking from my perspective of when 200 00:10:57,561 --> 00:11:01,161 Speaker 3: I was what I see today. I don't agree with 201 00:11:01,201 --> 00:11:03,201 Speaker 3: a lot of it. You talk about crossing that line, 202 00:11:03,721 --> 00:11:05,561 Speaker 3: I feel that the line's got cross lost well and 203 00:11:05,561 --> 00:11:09,601 Speaker 3: truly some time ago. To be specific. I'm not going 204 00:11:09,641 --> 00:11:11,801 Speaker 3: to sort of sit here and throw those dates or 205 00:11:11,881 --> 00:11:15,601 Speaker 3: times or actions into place, because I don't feel that 206 00:11:15,601 --> 00:11:18,161 Speaker 3: that's something that I need to touch on. But I 207 00:11:18,241 --> 00:11:22,681 Speaker 3: have to agree that the days of you know, publicly 208 00:11:23,721 --> 00:11:28,321 Speaker 3: taking action for things that are happening within certain spaces, 209 00:11:29,561 --> 00:11:32,561 Speaker 3: they were always done out of mind, out of sight, 210 00:11:32,721 --> 00:11:35,401 Speaker 3: so to speak. It was never involved with women, it 211 00:11:35,441 --> 00:11:40,601 Speaker 3: was never involved with children, was never done within a workplace. Today, 212 00:11:40,681 --> 00:11:44,921 Speaker 3: I don't think that those values align. I will say 213 00:11:44,921 --> 00:11:49,481 Speaker 3: that much. And once again, that's just me seeing things 214 00:11:49,601 --> 00:11:52,641 Speaker 3: as they are. That's not me speaking factually because I'm 215 00:11:52,681 --> 00:11:57,961 Speaker 3: not involved in the lifestyle. You're an excop, you know, 216 00:11:58,001 --> 00:12:00,601 Speaker 3: there's a lot of things that we're seeing today that 217 00:12:00,681 --> 00:12:03,921 Speaker 3: the way that the police are dealing with organized crime 218 00:12:05,201 --> 00:12:08,041 Speaker 3: very different to obviously the time when you were actively 219 00:12:09,201 --> 00:12:12,161 Speaker 3: in the force and me actively as a club member. 220 00:12:13,041 --> 00:12:16,641 Speaker 3: I mean, how do you see that today and where 221 00:12:16,641 --> 00:12:17,041 Speaker 3: it's at. 222 00:12:17,201 --> 00:12:20,241 Speaker 4: I got to say, and this is not swinging a 223 00:12:20,401 --> 00:12:24,321 Speaker 4: vote here for law enforcement, but I reckon it would 224 00:12:24,321 --> 00:12:27,041 Speaker 4: be a hard gig being ak trying to make a 225 00:12:27,081 --> 00:12:31,241 Speaker 4: dollar these days with technology the way it is seen 226 00:12:31,401 --> 00:12:35,321 Speaker 4: what's happened now. I don't know they'll shift their focus 227 00:12:35,321 --> 00:12:37,961 Speaker 4: when I say they are talking collectively, it doesn't have 228 00:12:38,001 --> 00:12:42,881 Speaker 4: to be OMCG, any sort of organized crime situation, shift 229 00:12:42,921 --> 00:12:44,681 Speaker 4: their attention on how they're going to do it. But 230 00:12:45,081 --> 00:12:46,761 Speaker 4: I wouldn't like to be trying to commit a crime 231 00:12:46,801 --> 00:12:50,041 Speaker 4: these days. I think the pendulum swung in front in 232 00:12:50,241 --> 00:12:52,801 Speaker 4: favor of law enforcement. With all the technology. You walk 233 00:12:52,841 --> 00:12:55,361 Speaker 4: out on the street now and yeah, we can pretty 234 00:12:55,361 --> 00:12:55,921 Speaker 4: well track you. 235 00:12:57,001 --> 00:12:58,961 Speaker 3: I totally agree, And to be honest with you, it 236 00:12:59,001 --> 00:13:03,721 Speaker 3: fathoms me because I sit back now and you know 237 00:13:03,801 --> 00:13:08,161 Speaker 3: you often ponder on the how's the wires and the waves, 238 00:13:08,921 --> 00:13:10,681 Speaker 3: and to me, when you weigh it up, I think, 239 00:13:10,721 --> 00:13:15,201 Speaker 3: to myself, no matter what the maybe the short reward 240 00:13:15,241 --> 00:13:20,321 Speaker 3: would be long term, you're fucked. Technology has caught up 241 00:13:20,401 --> 00:13:22,081 Speaker 3: so much and I think we see this from the 242 00:13:22,161 --> 00:13:25,241 Speaker 3: latest with the ghost without going down that rabbit hole 243 00:13:25,601 --> 00:13:27,761 Speaker 3: and on all this sort of stuff. You know, Like, 244 00:13:27,841 --> 00:13:32,081 Speaker 3: I just think that the days are gone of being 245 00:13:32,121 --> 00:13:37,201 Speaker 3: able to be under the radar, you know, making an 246 00:13:37,241 --> 00:13:42,801 Speaker 3: earn in a way that was I guess non legal 247 00:13:42,841 --> 00:13:43,401 Speaker 3: if you will. 248 00:13:43,521 --> 00:13:47,321 Speaker 4: Yeah, well, the world, the world has changed. I missed 249 00:13:47,361 --> 00:13:51,121 Speaker 4: aspects of it. I like the world, you know, I 250 00:13:51,761 --> 00:13:54,721 Speaker 4: embraced technology, or that technology got myself in the trouble 251 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,641 Speaker 4: recording a conversation on the phone. 252 00:13:56,921 --> 00:14:01,961 Speaker 3: But so just on that, are you are you classed 253 00:14:01,961 --> 00:14:02,601 Speaker 3: as a criminal? 254 00:14:02,961 --> 00:14:07,681 Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, well hang on, hang on, so Gary jubilant, Yeah, 255 00:14:07,721 --> 00:14:12,521 Speaker 5: the ones, the glorified detective that did some amazing things 256 00:14:13,161 --> 00:14:16,681 Speaker 5: has now been seen to be classed as someone with 257 00:14:16,721 --> 00:14:17,561 Speaker 5: a criminal conviction. 258 00:14:17,921 --> 00:14:21,121 Speaker 4: I've got and it hit me. It hit me now 259 00:14:21,161 --> 00:14:23,321 Speaker 4: that you've you've dug deep, now haven't your brain? 260 00:14:24,521 --> 00:14:26,961 Speaker 3: I say this is a podcast because of the Q 261 00:14:27,281 --> 00:14:29,001 Speaker 3: which I'm thinking you are. You know, we all do 262 00:14:29,081 --> 00:14:31,601 Speaker 3: our podcast and we all make them all all pretty 263 00:14:31,641 --> 00:14:34,681 Speaker 3: and nice, and we do things. And although this is 264 00:14:34,761 --> 00:14:37,521 Speaker 3: not at once again uncensored, it's the clink, you know, 265 00:14:37,561 --> 00:14:40,441 Speaker 3: I mean, we're keeping it very open, very real, unscripted, 266 00:14:41,361 --> 00:14:43,121 Speaker 3: but I have to ask the question, and because I'm 267 00:14:43,121 --> 00:14:45,441 Speaker 3: sure there are so many people who are listening to 268 00:14:45,481 --> 00:14:47,841 Speaker 3: this today and go, yeah, okay, well you've got Sime 269 00:14:47,961 --> 00:14:51,201 Speaker 3: their interview and Gary jubilant ex detective will hang on 270 00:14:51,241 --> 00:14:54,121 Speaker 3: a sec. What makes you so much different to me 271 00:14:54,201 --> 00:14:56,801 Speaker 3: and everybody else out there now that has a criminal record. 272 00:14:56,881 --> 00:14:59,921 Speaker 4: Well, I just say, I don't have a problem with 273 00:15:00,001 --> 00:15:02,281 Speaker 4: you. You're going hard because if you don't go hard, I can't. 274 00:15:02,601 --> 00:15:06,761 Speaker 4: I can't defend myself. So yeah, yeah, I'm a convicted criminal, 275 00:15:07,001 --> 00:15:10,921 Speaker 4: and I get called that on social media and comments there. 276 00:15:11,241 --> 00:15:13,961 Speaker 4: The other day, I wanted to work over in America 277 00:15:14,241 --> 00:15:17,001 Speaker 4: to do some stuff for the podcast. I had the 278 00:15:17,121 --> 00:15:21,401 Speaker 4: visa rejected because I'm I don't know what and the 279 00:15:22,761 --> 00:15:23,601 Speaker 4: tourist criminal. 280 00:15:23,721 --> 00:15:28,081 Speaker 3: How does that feel? Well? Does that feel good? I 281 00:15:28,081 --> 00:15:31,561 Speaker 3: compan it serious, mate, because I can tell you how 282 00:15:31,561 --> 00:15:33,921 Speaker 3: I fucking feels when my wife's threatened and told that 283 00:15:34,001 --> 00:15:35,841 Speaker 3: she's going to go back to New Zealand and I 284 00:15:35,881 --> 00:15:37,961 Speaker 3: won't see my kids because I can never get into 285 00:15:38,041 --> 00:15:41,241 Speaker 3: New Zealand because I have no right due to my 286 00:15:41,521 --> 00:15:47,121 Speaker 3: ex gang affiliations and criminality. You're someone who's upheld the law. 287 00:15:47,561 --> 00:15:50,161 Speaker 3: If that's corrected, I say that right upheld it upheld 288 00:15:50,241 --> 00:15:53,641 Speaker 3: up over that I'll get corrected somewhere along joke's aside, 289 00:15:54,281 --> 00:15:57,441 Speaker 3: You're now sitting in the same boat as many of 290 00:15:57,521 --> 00:15:58,681 Speaker 3: us with criminal convictions. 291 00:15:58,721 --> 00:16:02,361 Speaker 4: Well, okay, As I said, life's a learning process, and 292 00:16:02,401 --> 00:16:04,921 Speaker 4: I wind it back even even further when I was 293 00:16:05,121 --> 00:16:07,161 Speaker 4: first charge and when I had to appear at court 294 00:16:07,241 --> 00:16:09,921 Speaker 4: and when I was fighting it. I thought it hard 295 00:16:10,001 --> 00:16:12,841 Speaker 4: in court. And I make no apologies for what I did. 296 00:16:13,121 --> 00:16:15,441 Speaker 4: I make no apologies for the stance. 297 00:16:15,481 --> 00:16:17,681 Speaker 3: I know. I'm a very sorry person. Can you make 298 00:16:17,721 --> 00:16:21,601 Speaker 3: fuck all apologies? I was about the tenth time I've 299 00:16:21,601 --> 00:16:25,721 Speaker 3: heard you so far by fifteen minutes already that you 300 00:16:25,881 --> 00:16:26,681 Speaker 3: make no apology. 301 00:16:26,761 --> 00:16:29,281 Speaker 4: I apologize all the time. But I owned my shit, 302 00:16:29,481 --> 00:16:33,841 Speaker 4: and I owned what I did. But what I wanted 303 00:16:33,881 --> 00:16:36,721 Speaker 4: to say is that I, for the first time felt 304 00:16:36,721 --> 00:16:39,481 Speaker 4: what it was like having the weight of the whole 305 00:16:39,521 --> 00:16:42,521 Speaker 4: state coming after you, the resources of the police coming 306 00:16:42,561 --> 00:16:45,281 Speaker 4: after you, and I got to say, it felt quite intimidating. 307 00:16:45,561 --> 00:16:47,961 Speaker 4: And I'm a person that was set up probably best 308 00:16:48,001 --> 00:16:50,681 Speaker 4: out of anyone to handle that situation, in that the 309 00:16:50,721 --> 00:16:54,281 Speaker 4: allegations weren't something horrendous. It wasn't sort of something to 310 00:16:54,321 --> 00:16:58,801 Speaker 4: be ashamed of. The consequences weren't extreme. I wasn't going 311 00:16:58,841 --> 00:17:01,401 Speaker 4: to be locked away for the next twenty years. But 312 00:17:01,801 --> 00:17:04,120 Speaker 4: having the full resources of the state coming after you, 313 00:17:04,201 --> 00:17:07,041 Speaker 4: I felt how if it was, And it made me 314 00:17:07,121 --> 00:17:10,000 Speaker 4: reflect on stuff that I've done in the cops again, 315 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:12,041 Speaker 4: not looking back and going and maybe I shouldn't have 316 00:17:12,080 --> 00:17:14,041 Speaker 4: done that, but more of an understanding if it was 317 00:17:14,041 --> 00:17:16,801 Speaker 4: someone like you, what it feels like if you've got 318 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:20,041 Speaker 4: charges coming, it's ship and then you've got to go 319 00:17:20,160 --> 00:17:22,441 Speaker 4: face the court and all this crap that goes in 320 00:17:22,521 --> 00:17:24,480 Speaker 4: with the court and the brief of evidence, and then 321 00:17:24,561 --> 00:17:26,521 Speaker 4: you've got to serve the brief and then the response 322 00:17:26,561 --> 00:17:28,680 Speaker 4: and all the money that you spend. 323 00:17:28,761 --> 00:17:32,281 Speaker 3: So no favors in reference to, you know, having to 324 00:17:32,321 --> 00:17:34,880 Speaker 3: seek lawyers or leading later anything like this, just because 325 00:17:34,921 --> 00:17:38,400 Speaker 3: you once are serving off none of that. You basically 326 00:17:38,481 --> 00:17:41,241 Speaker 3: now I've been stripped of anything other than just being 327 00:17:41,321 --> 00:17:44,760 Speaker 3: Joe's citizen who's now been charged, has a criminal record 328 00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:46,521 Speaker 3: and now must front the courts. 329 00:17:46,761 --> 00:17:50,721 Speaker 4: Charge convicted and front front the courts. But if anything, 330 00:17:50,761 --> 00:17:53,640 Speaker 4: and I tried to take positives from negatives and trust 331 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:56,240 Speaker 4: me that there was low points when that happened. I 332 00:17:56,281 --> 00:17:58,400 Speaker 4: was in the thick of my career. I was enjoying 333 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:00,120 Speaker 4: what I was doing. I had the passion and it 334 00:18:00,241 --> 00:18:02,761 Speaker 4: was taken away from me overnight. So there was a 335 00:18:02,801 --> 00:18:06,281 Speaker 4: low point. But then people smart other than me, going well, yeah, 336 00:18:06,880 --> 00:18:09,160 Speaker 4: wake up to yourself. It's not the end of the world. 337 00:18:09,721 --> 00:18:11,681 Speaker 4: And I see what some other people are being through 338 00:18:11,801 --> 00:18:14,920 Speaker 4: the people that the families are victims of homicides and 339 00:18:15,001 --> 00:18:17,000 Speaker 4: different things, and I think, well, you've been a bit 340 00:18:17,001 --> 00:18:19,001 Speaker 4: of a softy here, like it's not that bad. Just 341 00:18:19,001 --> 00:18:21,281 Speaker 4: get on with your life. And that's that's what I've 342 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:25,120 Speaker 4: chosen to do. But it has changed changed my thinking, 343 00:18:25,561 --> 00:18:30,400 Speaker 4: and yeah, I'd like to think I'm a better person 344 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,201 Speaker 4: for it. I don't want to give credit to any 345 00:18:32,241 --> 00:18:35,160 Speaker 4: of those idiots that caused all this drama on me, 346 00:18:35,400 --> 00:18:38,721 Speaker 4: but I think I'm a better person for it. It's 347 00:18:38,721 --> 00:18:42,561 Speaker 4: a more understanding. I've looked at your side of life, 348 00:18:43,001 --> 00:18:47,440 Speaker 4: people like yourself, and I'm not probably as judgmental as 349 00:18:47,481 --> 00:18:49,961 Speaker 4: I perhaps was when I was in the cops, which 350 00:18:50,001 --> 00:18:50,921 Speaker 4: I think is a good thing. 351 00:18:51,201 --> 00:18:54,200 Speaker 3: I do too, and I can't wait to have you know. 352 00:18:54,281 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 3: Our part of this podcast move into that stage because 353 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:00,801 Speaker 3: there's some things that you have done and are doing there. 354 00:19:01,481 --> 00:19:05,360 Speaker 3: I will leave all open for you. I talk about it, yeah, 355 00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:07,880 Speaker 3: and I think it's important because you know, here you 356 00:19:07,961 --> 00:19:12,521 Speaker 3: are one minute being that cop that's you know, literally 357 00:19:12,561 --> 00:19:15,321 Speaker 3: putting people in jail. And as I said, we will 358 00:19:15,561 --> 00:19:19,921 Speaker 3: touch on it shortly. I just want to and look. 359 00:19:20,001 --> 00:19:23,000 Speaker 3: Asked if I can't go down this road. Was this 360 00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 3: in reference your charges to a very sensitive case involving 361 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:31,441 Speaker 3: a young person who was missing. Yeah. I don't want 362 00:19:31,481 --> 00:19:34,521 Speaker 3: to descart for the respect of the families and someone 363 00:19:34,640 --> 00:19:38,360 Speaker 3: saying names or when anything like that, but as someone 364 00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:41,761 Speaker 3: who is a moralistic man and somebody whom came from 365 00:19:41,801 --> 00:19:44,480 Speaker 3: a code and still lives by a code, it's just 366 00:19:44,521 --> 00:19:50,801 Speaker 3: how it is. I personally don't look at you in 367 00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:55,921 Speaker 3: that respect for what you have been alleged to have done. 368 00:19:56,441 --> 00:20:00,760 Speaker 3: You were trying to protect and get to the bottom 369 00:20:00,801 --> 00:20:05,401 Speaker 3: of an unsolved matter that related to a child, as 370 00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:08,601 Speaker 3: a father, as a human, I can't. I can't sit 371 00:20:08,681 --> 00:20:10,681 Speaker 3: here and call you a piece of shit, your weak dog, 372 00:20:10,721 --> 00:20:13,360 Speaker 3: and all this sort of shit, Like if we had 373 00:20:13,400 --> 00:20:15,680 Speaker 3: met fifteen years ago and you were in the cops 374 00:20:15,681 --> 00:20:18,321 Speaker 3: and you fary long concern. You are just a low cunt, 375 00:20:18,321 --> 00:20:20,120 Speaker 3: you know what I mean. That would have been an 376 00:20:20,160 --> 00:20:22,601 Speaker 3: interesting well there was every chance, you know what I mean. 377 00:20:25,721 --> 00:20:29,801 Speaker 3: But you do why you've been charged and no longer 378 00:20:29,880 --> 00:20:32,681 Speaker 3: are you any way, shape or form attached to any 379 00:20:32,681 --> 00:20:37,241 Speaker 3: police service. You're a podcaster who has a background as 380 00:20:37,281 --> 00:20:40,640 Speaker 3: I am. I'm not a criminal. I have no IMC 381 00:20:40,801 --> 00:20:44,680 Speaker 3: connection as such. Today I'm a father and a podcaster 382 00:20:44,801 --> 00:20:47,600 Speaker 3: and a hard working man. So we're on even ground there. 383 00:20:48,001 --> 00:20:51,801 Speaker 3: But that's that's a tough call to see why you've 384 00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:53,161 Speaker 3: now got a criminal record. 385 00:20:53,921 --> 00:20:59,000 Speaker 4: Yeah, look like life's not not fair. Well, I'll mentioned 386 00:20:59,241 --> 00:21:02,960 Speaker 4: the case because it's public record. That was three year 387 00:21:03,001 --> 00:21:05,001 Speaker 4: old whim Tyrell, the young boy in the spider Man 388 00:21:05,120 --> 00:21:07,321 Speaker 4: and suit that disappeared up at Benerroon. 389 00:21:06,961 --> 00:21:08,721 Speaker 3: Drive breaking absolutely destray. 390 00:21:09,721 --> 00:21:13,200 Speaker 4: So yeah, I ran the investigation for four years. I 391 00:21:13,201 --> 00:21:15,481 Speaker 4: took it out over five months after he disappeared and 392 00:21:16,241 --> 00:21:19,080 Speaker 4: headed up and then I was taken off because I 393 00:21:19,201 --> 00:21:22,480 Speaker 4: was recording a conversation on telephone. On my telephone, I 394 00:21:22,521 --> 00:21:28,360 Speaker 4: didn't hide with a person of interest, a person involved 395 00:21:28,360 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 4: in that investigation that I wanted to speak to that 396 00:21:31,321 --> 00:21:34,440 Speaker 4: I might also add, had lawfully approved listening devices in 397 00:21:34,481 --> 00:21:37,120 Speaker 4: his house. So that's without getting in the nitty gritty 398 00:21:37,120 --> 00:21:40,880 Speaker 4: of the offenses. And you know, I'm putting people before 399 00:21:40,880 --> 00:21:42,801 Speaker 4: the court, so I'd be a bit hypocritically if I 400 00:21:43,441 --> 00:21:45,561 Speaker 4: don't accept the decision of the court. You know, my 401 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:47,961 Speaker 4: whole career was putting people before the court. So I 402 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,721 Speaker 4: just got to cop it on the chin what I say. 403 00:21:50,761 --> 00:21:53,360 Speaker 4: I'm not ashamed of it. That's you know, I'm not 404 00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:55,041 Speaker 4: ashamed of what I did. I didn't do it for 405 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:59,201 Speaker 4: any any ulterior motive. I'm not some I just want 406 00:21:59,241 --> 00:21:59,640 Speaker 4: to touch it. 407 00:21:59,681 --> 00:22:02,961 Speaker 3: I don't think you should be ashamed like I do 408 00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:04,680 Speaker 3: find it personally. I think there'd be a lot of 409 00:22:04,721 --> 00:22:07,400 Speaker 3: people out there that what you were doing was a 410 00:22:07,521 --> 00:22:12,001 Speaker 3: very honorable thing. In reference to finding answers about young 411 00:22:12,041 --> 00:22:13,681 Speaker 3: Will Will it will. 412 00:22:13,681 --> 00:22:18,041 Speaker 4: Entire you got to like there's because I was in 413 00:22:18,041 --> 00:22:20,400 Speaker 4: the cops before the Royal Commission came through. I'm talking 414 00:22:20,521 --> 00:22:22,200 Speaker 4: New South Wales, so I was working in the arm 415 00:22:22,241 --> 00:22:23,801 Speaker 4: told up squad and there's a lot of shame that 416 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,761 Speaker 4: came out of the Royal Commission about stuff that cops 417 00:22:26,761 --> 00:22:32,160 Speaker 4: were doing. And I know in Queensland corruption and things 418 00:22:32,201 --> 00:22:36,321 Speaker 4: that came out, So I understand what can happen is 419 00:22:36,360 --> 00:22:39,160 Speaker 4: if you take shortcuts or just go one step too far. 420 00:22:39,360 --> 00:22:42,840 Speaker 4: So I understand there become a slippery slide and you 421 00:22:42,961 --> 00:22:45,201 Speaker 4: lose your moral compass. I've seen it because I worked 422 00:22:45,201 --> 00:22:47,801 Speaker 4: in major crime before the Royal Commission came through, so 423 00:22:47,921 --> 00:22:50,321 Speaker 4: I know the impact of it. So what I did 424 00:22:50,360 --> 00:22:55,001 Speaker 4: on the Tyoral investigation, I don't believe that it was 425 00:22:55,041 --> 00:22:58,360 Speaker 4: a case of being corrupt. I was doing what I 426 00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:00,801 Speaker 4: thought needed to be done to find out what happened 427 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:03,521 Speaker 4: to a three year old child disappeared. And I might 428 00:23:03,561 --> 00:23:05,840 Speaker 4: add still to this day, ten years down the track, 429 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:07,600 Speaker 4: and this is a sad part about it. We still 430 00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:10,521 Speaker 4: don't know what's happened in the wind. Absolutely and if 431 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:12,921 Speaker 4: one thing you say, I have no regrets. So one 432 00:23:12,921 --> 00:23:17,801 Speaker 4: regret I've got is that the controversy that I've been 433 00:23:17,801 --> 00:23:21,121 Speaker 4: called up with, the infighting between the police, really our 434 00:23:21,120 --> 00:23:24,001 Speaker 4: focus should be on finding William Tyrol. Like I'm not 435 00:23:24,080 --> 00:23:27,400 Speaker 4: apologizing for what I've done, but when I say, you know, 436 00:23:27,521 --> 00:23:30,760 Speaker 4: all this in fighting or all the games that are 437 00:23:30,801 --> 00:23:33,001 Speaker 4: going on within the police, it's a shame that we're 438 00:23:33,041 --> 00:23:35,041 Speaker 4: not all just heading in the same direction trying to 439 00:23:35,041 --> 00:23:37,681 Speaker 4: find out what happened to Wiim. But can I ask 440 00:23:37,721 --> 00:23:41,161 Speaker 4: you some questions now now that you've. 441 00:23:40,561 --> 00:23:43,600 Speaker 3: Just let me finish for a second, because likes on 442 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:46,561 Speaker 3: the bandwagon of the far all right, Yeah, and you're 443 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:49,241 Speaker 3: someone who the first person been to literally sit down 444 00:23:49,281 --> 00:23:52,561 Speaker 3: with and chew because normally it's me on the other 445 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:55,760 Speaker 3: end of it getting hammered by your ex mates. Thinking 446 00:23:55,801 --> 00:23:58,960 Speaker 3: about the situation and all the values and the trust 447 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:03,240 Speaker 3: that you had within your beliefs of your career, do 448 00:24:03,281 --> 00:24:07,840 Speaker 3: you feel that there's some part of corruption still within 449 00:24:07,921 --> 00:24:08,440 Speaker 3: that sector? 450 00:24:09,761 --> 00:24:12,801 Speaker 4: The way I look at corruption these specially after your experience, 451 00:24:13,041 --> 00:24:17,521 Speaker 4: if you're not properly resourcing an investigation, if your focus 452 00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:20,601 Speaker 4: is not serving the public, I think that's as corrupt 453 00:24:20,761 --> 00:24:23,840 Speaker 4: as corruption was in the pre where people were taking 454 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:27,321 Speaker 4: dollars or people taking backrives and that, or letting people 455 00:24:27,321 --> 00:24:30,840 Speaker 4: get off or fudging brufs, all that corruption that was exposed. 456 00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:34,720 Speaker 4: That's bad. But I think if you underresource things and 457 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,961 Speaker 4: don't focus on what the public's expectation are or give 458 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:41,041 Speaker 4: crime figures out there, I think that's just as bad 459 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:46,001 Speaker 4: as corruption. So I reckon policing. This is my take 460 00:24:46,041 --> 00:24:51,400 Speaker 4: on policing and I'm not saying this to pissing anyone's pockets, 461 00:24:51,441 --> 00:24:55,241 Speaker 4: but I'm saying we're public servants. As a public servant, 462 00:24:55,241 --> 00:24:57,681 Speaker 4: that's pretty easy. What you're meant to do, You're meant 463 00:24:57,721 --> 00:25:00,561 Speaker 4: to serve the public. So a police force should be 464 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:03,561 Speaker 4: serving the public. What I see in policing organizations and 465 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,880 Speaker 4: they can't attract cops at the moment across the country, 466 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,441 Speaker 4: which is really sad because I think we're also better 467 00:25:08,441 --> 00:25:10,960 Speaker 4: if you've got good cops. Is that there's people that 468 00:25:11,001 --> 00:25:13,041 Speaker 4: are caught up with their own agenda, seeing what they 469 00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,281 Speaker 4: can take from the cops, not what they can give 470 00:25:15,281 --> 00:25:17,400 Speaker 4: to the cops. I always thought we're in there to 471 00:25:18,120 --> 00:25:20,721 Speaker 4: help the community, do the right thing, do the work. 472 00:25:20,761 --> 00:25:23,640 Speaker 4: That was my focus, the focus of the people I 473 00:25:23,681 --> 00:25:26,360 Speaker 4: looked up to, the people I worked with, I respected, 474 00:25:26,561 --> 00:25:28,640 Speaker 4: that's what we wanted to do. But there were certain 475 00:25:28,681 --> 00:25:31,001 Speaker 4: individuals that were just focused on what can I get 476 00:25:31,041 --> 00:25:32,600 Speaker 4: out of the cops, how can I get promoted, what 477 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,241 Speaker 4: can I get from this, which I think that's where 478 00:25:35,241 --> 00:25:38,281 Speaker 4: it goes wrong. But corruption, I don't know. I've been 479 00:25:38,441 --> 00:25:43,680 Speaker 4: I have limited contact with policing now. Sadly that was 480 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:47,561 Speaker 4: sort of cut off from me when I was charged 481 00:25:47,561 --> 00:25:51,400 Speaker 4: and convicted. But it saddens me that you're not getting 482 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,361 Speaker 4: good people in there because. 483 00:25:53,120 --> 00:25:55,401 Speaker 3: Are you looked at though by the police force now 484 00:25:55,481 --> 00:25:57,281 Speaker 3: as another criminal. 485 00:25:57,961 --> 00:26:01,160 Speaker 4: Certain members of New South Wales Police. But collectively the 486 00:26:01,201 --> 00:26:04,521 Speaker 4: amount of support I get across the board is quite humbling. 487 00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,880 Speaker 4: Might just be a simple thing of someone coming up 488 00:26:07,921 --> 00:26:11,080 Speaker 4: to me in the street and saying something and the 489 00:26:11,120 --> 00:26:16,080 Speaker 4: irony of yeah, that I'm judged by certain people within 490 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:18,281 Speaker 4: New South Wales Police, not the whole of New South 491 00:26:18,281 --> 00:26:20,600 Speaker 4: Wales Police, but other police forces don't seem to have 492 00:26:20,961 --> 00:26:22,721 Speaker 4: a problem with me or Laura. 493 00:26:22,481 --> 00:26:26,961 Speaker 3: And I'll just basically clearly say to you that you know, 494 00:26:27,120 --> 00:26:32,321 Speaker 3: I have nothing but respect for what you were trying 495 00:26:32,360 --> 00:26:35,241 Speaker 3: to achieve. And I feel that you know, any low 496 00:26:35,281 --> 00:26:37,160 Speaker 3: piece of shit out there that's gone and done what 497 00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:41,761 Speaker 3: they've done to any child, people like yourself, they need 498 00:26:41,801 --> 00:26:43,721 Speaker 3: more of to be able to take action. And we 499 00:26:44,481 --> 00:26:48,840 Speaker 3: talk about you know, crime's atrocities based around you know, 500 00:26:48,961 --> 00:26:52,801 Speaker 3: children and pedophiles, and as someone who I am a 501 00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:57,801 Speaker 3: survivor of sexual abuse and you know, for me it's 502 00:26:57,801 --> 00:27:02,161 Speaker 3: been very traumatic. Forty eight years of more sorry, forty 503 00:27:02,201 --> 00:27:04,160 Speaker 3: four years of my life is where it started. So 504 00:27:04,561 --> 00:27:07,281 Speaker 3: you know, when I see somebody out there going into 505 00:27:07,321 --> 00:27:11,760 Speaker 3: bat to try and prevent that from happening, or bring 506 00:27:12,041 --> 00:27:15,840 Speaker 3: justice to a scumbag like that, how can I not 507 00:27:16,721 --> 00:27:20,041 Speaker 3: sort of, I guess look at it from a productive 508 00:27:20,080 --> 00:27:22,640 Speaker 3: point of view. Yeah, okay, you're a cop. I was 509 00:27:22,681 --> 00:27:24,840 Speaker 3: a crim But at the end of the day, yeah, 510 00:27:25,481 --> 00:27:28,681 Speaker 3: you can't go to jail and a pedophile walk through 511 00:27:28,721 --> 00:27:30,561 Speaker 3: the main and get a pat on the back and 512 00:27:30,561 --> 00:27:32,561 Speaker 3: a shake and a hand and a huk. It just 513 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:35,640 Speaker 3: doesn't happen. So what's the difference, Yeah, you know what 514 00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:35,961 Speaker 3: I mean? 515 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:39,721 Speaker 4: Well, I do know what you mean, and you're quite right. 516 00:27:40,241 --> 00:27:42,640 Speaker 4: There's crimes and there's crimes, and when you're talking to 517 00:27:42,681 --> 00:27:46,521 Speaker 4: crime on a child, there's no mitigating circumstances, and that 518 00:27:46,681 --> 00:27:50,200 Speaker 4: no excuse whatsoever you say, I don't have regrets or 519 00:27:50,241 --> 00:27:52,840 Speaker 4: don't say sorry. My regret is if I knew I 520 00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,480 Speaker 4: was going to be taken off in the manner I was, 521 00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:56,761 Speaker 4: I would have gone harder. Instead of working twenty hours 522 00:27:56,761 --> 00:27:58,600 Speaker 4: a day, I would have worked twenty two hours a day. 523 00:27:58,721 --> 00:28:04,160 Speaker 4: Like this sits with me that this is unresolved, unresolved issue. 524 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:06,761 Speaker 4: But yeah, I'm oping the people who are working on it. Now, 525 00:28:06,921 --> 00:28:09,480 Speaker 4: you come up with something and get it, get a result, 526 00:28:09,561 --> 00:28:13,401 Speaker 4: because we need to need to get that result. But yeah, 527 00:28:13,801 --> 00:28:18,961 Speaker 4: policing and what I wanted to ask you still. 528 00:28:20,521 --> 00:28:23,041 Speaker 3: Go for it, I said the other I'd copy the 529 00:28:23,241 --> 00:28:24,401 Speaker 3: literally like the punt. 530 00:28:25,921 --> 00:28:32,480 Speaker 4: The with with o mcgs and members and when I 531 00:28:32,521 --> 00:28:35,640 Speaker 4: do get to meet them, not collectively where it's a 532 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:37,720 Speaker 4: group of cops and a group of bikes because everyone's 533 00:28:37,761 --> 00:28:40,280 Speaker 4: bridged up and no one's really communicating, but when I've 534 00:28:40,321 --> 00:28:43,200 Speaker 4: sat down actually spoken to some blakes or blokes I 535 00:28:43,241 --> 00:28:45,280 Speaker 4: know socially, nothing to do with the cops. I just 536 00:28:45,321 --> 00:28:48,841 Speaker 4: know them in my in my world, we've got a 537 00:28:48,881 --> 00:28:52,440 Speaker 4: lot in common. There's there's a lot in common. But 538 00:28:52,761 --> 00:28:55,601 Speaker 4: you guys have this code where you just got to 539 00:28:55,641 --> 00:29:00,921 Speaker 4: hate us. Now, where where does that come from? 540 00:29:01,281 --> 00:29:03,241 Speaker 3: Okay, so let me just take it a step back 541 00:29:03,281 --> 00:29:07,001 Speaker 3: even further. Few years so before a lot of members, 542 00:29:07,161 --> 00:29:09,960 Speaker 3: and I say this as a general thing because I 543 00:29:10,081 --> 00:29:13,321 Speaker 3: can there's a lot of members out there who end 544 00:29:13,441 --> 00:29:17,361 Speaker 3: up joining clubs because of one a camaraderie, our brotherhood. 545 00:29:17,401 --> 00:29:20,121 Speaker 3: And I'm speaking of when I came in. I'm forty eight. 546 00:29:20,161 --> 00:29:22,681 Speaker 3: I was involved since I was seventeen, eighteen, I started 547 00:29:22,681 --> 00:29:26,000 Speaker 3: hanging around clubs. I was a streat kid from Campbelltown, 548 00:29:27,201 --> 00:29:30,521 Speaker 3: and you know, back then there was the ReBs that 549 00:29:30,561 --> 00:29:33,321 Speaker 3: were very very strong, the bannets, and you know in 550 00:29:33,361 --> 00:29:36,361 Speaker 3: that inner city sort of in a Western Sydney sort 551 00:29:36,361 --> 00:29:40,561 Speaker 3: of area. As a young person growing up on the streets, 552 00:29:42,201 --> 00:29:46,720 Speaker 3: it was tough. It was hard, you know, what you 553 00:29:46,801 --> 00:29:48,601 Speaker 3: had to do to just keep shoes on your feet. 554 00:29:49,761 --> 00:29:52,681 Speaker 3: As you're growing up, you're doing whatever you're doing to 555 00:29:52,761 --> 00:29:55,521 Speaker 3: make money to survive. Then all of a sudden there's 556 00:29:55,521 --> 00:29:58,681 Speaker 3: a bit of street cred. So you know, at that stage, 557 00:29:58,721 --> 00:30:01,601 Speaker 3: you're not looking at becoming a member of an OMCG. 558 00:30:02,441 --> 00:30:06,601 Speaker 3: It's an evulsion of your circ ccumstances, your lifestyle. And 559 00:30:06,961 --> 00:30:09,041 Speaker 3: this is what a lot of people don't understand. There's 560 00:30:09,041 --> 00:30:12,321 Speaker 3: a lot more underlying to so many members, a lot 561 00:30:12,321 --> 00:30:14,801 Speaker 3: of traumas, a lot of things that members don't talk about. 562 00:30:14,841 --> 00:30:17,361 Speaker 3: There's a lot of hardened men there that have been 563 00:30:17,441 --> 00:30:22,561 Speaker 3: hurt and broken as young men, young boys. And I'm 564 00:30:22,641 --> 00:30:25,321 Speaker 3: open to speak about my own journey in respect to that. 565 00:30:25,441 --> 00:30:27,801 Speaker 3: You know, like I always said that as a sergeant, 566 00:30:27,841 --> 00:30:31,321 Speaker 3: I was always willing and able to do and go 567 00:30:31,881 --> 00:30:35,841 Speaker 3: whatever was dealt with needed to be done. But stepping 568 00:30:35,881 --> 00:30:38,001 Speaker 3: away from that and looking at me as a man 569 00:30:38,401 --> 00:30:41,201 Speaker 3: and understanding who I was. I was a scared little 570 00:30:41,241 --> 00:30:43,921 Speaker 3: boy inside a set of colors. Now, the colors never 571 00:30:43,961 --> 00:30:47,480 Speaker 3: ever made the member. Today, I can't say once again 572 00:30:47,521 --> 00:30:50,480 Speaker 3: that that may be how it is. But back in 573 00:30:50,521 --> 00:30:52,801 Speaker 3: the day, you had to be able to stand on 574 00:30:52,881 --> 00:30:55,161 Speaker 3: your own two feet. It didn't just come to you. 575 00:30:55,201 --> 00:30:57,361 Speaker 3: Weren't just handed a set of colors. It had to 576 00:30:57,401 --> 00:31:00,361 Speaker 3: come with a lot of hard work and you standing 577 00:31:00,441 --> 00:31:04,801 Speaker 3: up as a strong person, a reputable person. Someone could 578 00:31:05,241 --> 00:31:07,201 Speaker 3: turn to your brother and know you've got your brother's back. 579 00:31:07,241 --> 00:31:11,161 Speaker 3: Your brother could rely on you. So much more involved 580 00:31:11,161 --> 00:31:15,201 Speaker 3: than what the public perceives it to be. It wasn't 581 00:31:15,241 --> 00:31:18,001 Speaker 3: always based around money. You couldn't buy your way in. 582 00:31:18,361 --> 00:31:19,841 Speaker 3: You know, you had to earn it. A lot of 583 00:31:19,881 --> 00:31:22,960 Speaker 3: brothers had died over the years, you know, Like you know, 584 00:31:23,561 --> 00:31:25,361 Speaker 3: for you to wear a set of colors that have 585 00:31:25,441 --> 00:31:28,281 Speaker 3: been worn by men that had lost their lives, that's huge. 586 00:31:28,801 --> 00:31:32,161 Speaker 3: So you know, where does the hatred come into all that? 587 00:31:33,081 --> 00:31:36,960 Speaker 3: The police would be so hens on back then, Like 588 00:31:37,001 --> 00:31:39,960 Speaker 3: I can tell you now, Campbelltown Police Station was rife 589 00:31:39,961 --> 00:31:42,321 Speaker 3: with it they would flog the fuck out of you. 590 00:31:42,521 --> 00:31:44,480 Speaker 3: This is before they brought in all the cameras. There 591 00:31:44,521 --> 00:31:47,481 Speaker 3: was that many black spots in that police station. There 592 00:31:47,561 --> 00:31:50,481 Speaker 3: was one sergeant that I knew that knew my story 593 00:31:50,721 --> 00:31:53,601 Speaker 3: and he's passed on now, and I'll give credit to him. 594 00:31:54,121 --> 00:31:56,721 Speaker 3: He would whenever I knew he was on, there was 595 00:31:56,801 --> 00:32:00,121 Speaker 3: every chance that I would get bail because he knew 596 00:32:00,161 --> 00:32:02,561 Speaker 3: that I had nothing, and you know, he knew I 597 00:32:02,601 --> 00:32:04,841 Speaker 3: was copping a hard time. I was a shit bag. 598 00:32:05,401 --> 00:32:07,761 Speaker 3: I was doing what I was doing. Don't worry about that. 599 00:32:07,921 --> 00:32:09,801 Speaker 3: I won't deny that, you know what I mean, Like, 600 00:32:10,481 --> 00:32:13,641 Speaker 3: for what I've been charged with, I'm guilty of it. 601 00:32:14,041 --> 00:32:18,921 Speaker 3: There's no denial of that to date. Let me just 602 00:32:18,961 --> 00:32:23,881 Speaker 3: put that in there before. That's just about to date. 603 00:32:24,001 --> 00:32:25,961 Speaker 3: I just want to put that on the fucking record 604 00:32:26,681 --> 00:32:31,361 Speaker 3: from there. That's not even but hear me out. So therefore, 605 00:32:31,441 --> 00:32:33,601 Speaker 3: there was a lot of a lot of heavy handedness, 606 00:32:33,601 --> 00:32:35,041 Speaker 3: a lot of flog, and a lot of you know, 607 00:32:35,081 --> 00:32:36,601 Speaker 3: like you get put in the back of the bullwag 608 00:32:36,641 --> 00:32:38,480 Speaker 3: and you'd be having your head punched in while your 609 00:32:38,481 --> 00:32:41,161 Speaker 3: hands are cuffed behind your back. Now, you can't cuff 610 00:32:41,281 --> 00:32:44,440 Speaker 3: juveniles with their hands behind their back back then they would, 611 00:32:44,601 --> 00:32:47,161 Speaker 3: they'd flog the fuck out of you. They'd drag you through, 612 00:32:47,241 --> 00:32:50,401 Speaker 3: throw your head first into the cells like the ship 613 00:32:50,481 --> 00:32:55,041 Speaker 3: that we used to cop was unbelievable. Now people think 614 00:32:55,081 --> 00:32:59,161 Speaker 3: that that's all, that's all bullshit. Thankfully, a lot of 615 00:32:59,161 --> 00:33:02,881 Speaker 3: commissions that have brought all this factual evidence to surface, 616 00:33:03,561 --> 00:33:08,081 Speaker 3: and the heavy handedness of plea has been exposed. To 617 00:33:08,161 --> 00:33:12,521 Speaker 3: answer a question, that's where the hatred begins. Why would 618 00:33:12,521 --> 00:33:14,921 Speaker 3: I respect? Walking down the street some prick that I 619 00:33:15,041 --> 00:33:17,881 Speaker 3: know that's taken me in handcuffed behind my back, flogged 620 00:33:17,881 --> 00:33:19,881 Speaker 3: the fuck out of me, laughed at me in front 621 00:33:19,881 --> 00:33:22,281 Speaker 3: of his colleagues, and they've all sat there and thought 622 00:33:22,281 --> 00:33:25,881 Speaker 3: it was funny, kicking me while I'm down, watching me screaming, 623 00:33:26,161 --> 00:33:29,321 Speaker 3: and at that case, as a young kid, sometimes in tears, 624 00:33:29,361 --> 00:33:34,721 Speaker 3: begging them's to stop. Why would I respect? And then 625 00:33:34,761 --> 00:33:39,041 Speaker 3: it grows and it becomes more hatred than obviously that 626 00:33:39,121 --> 00:33:39,761 Speaker 3: next level. 627 00:33:39,841 --> 00:33:40,801 Speaker 4: Okay, you move. 628 00:33:40,721 --> 00:33:43,001 Speaker 3: Into that sort of from that street cred, you're moving 629 00:33:43,041 --> 00:33:46,200 Speaker 3: into maybe a space of becoming a nom or a 630 00:33:46,241 --> 00:33:50,521 Speaker 3: hangaround for a club. You naturally already have that hatred 631 00:33:50,561 --> 00:33:52,760 Speaker 3: for the law. You know, you talk about that one percent. 632 00:33:53,921 --> 00:33:58,121 Speaker 3: Then I've been molded into become that one percenter, that 633 00:33:58,241 --> 00:34:01,641 Speaker 3: person that is gonna despise you as a cop or 634 00:34:01,681 --> 00:34:03,841 Speaker 3: you as as a law authority. 635 00:34:04,321 --> 00:34:06,441 Speaker 4: Look when you when you explain it that way, Brent, 636 00:34:06,561 --> 00:34:09,841 Speaker 4: I get it, and I just I break it down 637 00:34:09,841 --> 00:34:13,041 Speaker 4: in my simple mind, how would I react if that situation, 638 00:34:13,281 --> 00:34:16,441 Speaker 4: if anyone flogged me or added me, they've got an 639 00:34:16,521 --> 00:34:19,041 Speaker 4: enemy for life. No, no, if so, Bus Garry. 640 00:34:19,121 --> 00:34:21,041 Speaker 3: That's how it was. And these I'm not saying this 641 00:34:21,281 --> 00:34:24,161 Speaker 3: just to just to pipe up or hype up this 642 00:34:24,161 --> 00:34:27,161 Speaker 3: this this chat. These are facts. This has been proven 643 00:34:27,201 --> 00:34:31,041 Speaker 3: beyond doubt that these acts took place, especially you know, 644 00:34:31,121 --> 00:34:33,361 Speaker 3: and I'm not just talking about Cammelltown Police Station. This 645 00:34:33,401 --> 00:34:36,081 Speaker 3: is across the nation. You know, the injustices that have 646 00:34:36,161 --> 00:34:40,321 Speaker 3: happened over the years to young persons which have later 647 00:34:40,401 --> 00:34:44,481 Speaker 3: become some of our most notorious criminals. You know, I 648 00:34:44,521 --> 00:34:50,241 Speaker 3: did an interview with Bernie Matthews. You know, God bless 649 00:34:50,241 --> 00:34:53,641 Speaker 3: his soul, a beautiful man, a very intellectual man who 650 00:34:53,761 --> 00:34:56,961 Speaker 3: I had the honor of having on my podcast to clink. 651 00:34:57,841 --> 00:35:01,761 Speaker 3: He was in at Grafton. Now, Grafton was the old 652 00:35:02,121 --> 00:35:05,321 Speaker 3: sort of place for the heaviest as well. I guess 653 00:35:05,321 --> 00:35:07,081 Speaker 3: what Golden Supermax. 654 00:35:06,641 --> 00:35:08,881 Speaker 4: Was is sorry in its day. 655 00:35:09,361 --> 00:35:12,241 Speaker 3: You know, they'd literally come off the truck, they were beaten, 656 00:35:12,481 --> 00:35:16,641 Speaker 3: they were strip naked. Like the atrocities that occurred to 657 00:35:16,721 --> 00:35:22,001 Speaker 3: those inmates. He said to me at one stage there, 658 00:35:22,041 --> 00:35:24,161 Speaker 3: I think there was maybe one out of that wing 659 00:35:24,281 --> 00:35:26,601 Speaker 3: or one out of those say, for example, I think 660 00:35:26,641 --> 00:35:28,361 Speaker 3: they might have been falling. Don't quote me on that. 661 00:35:28,441 --> 00:35:33,881 Speaker 3: The exact number that did not become a murderer or 662 00:35:34,201 --> 00:35:39,961 Speaker 3: some crime of atrocity or some horrific crime that they 663 00:35:40,001 --> 00:35:46,441 Speaker 3: committed down the track, why, well, yeah, because they hated 664 00:35:46,481 --> 00:35:50,561 Speaker 3: the system, they hated the authority. But why can you 665 00:35:50,641 --> 00:35:53,081 Speaker 3: think about it? If they were put there because they 666 00:35:53,081 --> 00:35:58,081 Speaker 3: were uncontrollable or unmanageable, the logic behind it would be 667 00:35:58,161 --> 00:36:01,641 Speaker 3: not to fuck them up even more, break the cycle. 668 00:36:02,561 --> 00:36:05,721 Speaker 4: Well, I want to talk about that because it's something, 669 00:36:05,801 --> 00:36:09,321 Speaker 4: but it's funny. You should mention Bernie Matthews because I 670 00:36:09,321 --> 00:36:12,041 Speaker 4: think we've found some common ground here. I got to 671 00:36:12,161 --> 00:36:14,441 Speaker 4: know Bernie around the same time I got out of 672 00:36:14,441 --> 00:36:17,761 Speaker 4: the cops. He just got out of prison. Someone put 673 00:36:17,801 --> 00:36:20,001 Speaker 4: us in contact together. We met. That was a really 674 00:36:20,041 --> 00:36:22,601 Speaker 4: awkward meeting. I went to his place up at Liftgow. 675 00:36:22,641 --> 00:36:24,921 Speaker 4: I think it was seeing there He's looking at me. 676 00:36:25,001 --> 00:36:27,521 Speaker 4: I'm looking at him, going, what the fuck are we doing? 677 00:36:27,961 --> 00:36:32,121 Speaker 4: He talking to each other, but very smart man, very 678 00:36:32,121 --> 00:36:34,841 Speaker 4: smart man, and he talked about those experiences to me. 679 00:36:34,881 --> 00:36:37,601 Speaker 4: And when he was dying of cancer, I go visit 680 00:36:37,721 --> 00:36:39,881 Speaker 4: him in hospital and I felt like he had a 681 00:36:39,921 --> 00:36:42,041 Speaker 4: lot he wanted to tell, a lot, he wanted. 682 00:36:41,841 --> 00:36:44,241 Speaker 3: To get I think there's a lot that went with him, 683 00:36:44,281 --> 00:36:48,921 Speaker 3: and you know, like as you would have experienced having 684 00:36:49,001 --> 00:36:52,521 Speaker 3: been like I at eighteen was at the sip. Yeah, 685 00:36:52,561 --> 00:36:54,521 Speaker 3: that was a scary place. You know, you're looking at 686 00:36:54,561 --> 00:36:57,441 Speaker 3: five years plus most blokes. I was doing two and 687 00:36:57,521 --> 00:37:00,561 Speaker 3: a half on the bottom at aighten Bran. 688 00:37:00,961 --> 00:37:03,601 Speaker 4: I think there's something. Yeah, we get back to the 689 00:37:03,681 --> 00:37:06,441 Speaker 4: rivalry with the cops and the bikes or cops and 690 00:37:06,481 --> 00:37:10,520 Speaker 4: crooks or whatever. It just shows, like one bad cop 691 00:37:10,561 --> 00:37:13,361 Speaker 4: the impact that can have if someone if some a 692 00:37:13,481 --> 00:37:16,081 Speaker 4: bad cop, if that's your experience, that you can hate 693 00:37:16,121 --> 00:37:19,081 Speaker 4: cops for the rest of your life. Similarly, you can 694 00:37:19,161 --> 00:37:22,361 Speaker 4: have one cop that you might think decent person. And 695 00:37:22,561 --> 00:37:24,961 Speaker 4: I've heard people in your situation say, well, there was 696 00:37:24,961 --> 00:37:27,561 Speaker 4: this one cop that was a decent person that can 697 00:37:27,641 --> 00:37:32,041 Speaker 4: change the path of their life. But I Bernie taught 698 00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:34,960 Speaker 4: me not to judge. Not taught me, but the helped 699 00:37:35,041 --> 00:37:37,881 Speaker 4: on that journey looking at Okay, what are we doing? 700 00:37:37,961 --> 00:37:39,521 Speaker 4: What are we doing? Like do we have to hate 701 00:37:39,521 --> 00:37:42,441 Speaker 4: each other? Bernie and I when he was operating and 702 00:37:42,521 --> 00:37:44,161 Speaker 4: I was operating in the stick ups and he was 703 00:37:44,201 --> 00:37:46,801 Speaker 4: robbing banks. If we met each other, we'd probably shoot 704 00:37:46,801 --> 00:37:47,161 Speaker 4: each other. 705 00:37:47,721 --> 00:37:51,081 Speaker 3: But just a touch on that, and he's just a 706 00:37:51,081 --> 00:37:53,281 Speaker 3: little bit of fact, which you would already know because 707 00:37:53,281 --> 00:37:56,361 Speaker 3: you've interviewed. The one thing that Bernie always said is 708 00:37:56,401 --> 00:38:00,681 Speaker 3: he never intentionally wentever and to do an unarmed robbery, 709 00:38:00,921 --> 00:38:03,480 Speaker 3: to ever use the gun. He never went in there 710 00:38:03,481 --> 00:38:06,641 Speaker 3: with intention to hurt anybody, and you know, and he 711 00:38:06,721 --> 00:38:07,281 Speaker 3: swore by that. 712 00:38:07,841 --> 00:38:10,361 Speaker 4: And you know, a really interesting fact, not just with Bernie, 713 00:38:10,441 --> 00:38:13,321 Speaker 4: a couple of arm robbers that I've spoken to since 714 00:38:14,201 --> 00:38:17,241 Speaker 4: they didn't know about post traumatic stress and all that stuff. Correct, 715 00:38:17,281 --> 00:38:19,281 Speaker 4: they walk out of the bank, and I think Russell, 716 00:38:19,681 --> 00:38:23,361 Speaker 4: our good mate that also sadly passed away, walk out 717 00:38:23,361 --> 00:38:25,721 Speaker 4: of the bank thinking they're good people because they didn't 718 00:38:25,801 --> 00:38:29,441 Speaker 4: hurt anyone. But they hadn't at that stage even comprehended 719 00:38:29,681 --> 00:38:32,841 Speaker 4: the trauma that comes from it. 720 00:38:31,761 --> 00:38:36,881 Speaker 3: But look, but you don't. And I did my time 721 00:38:36,881 --> 00:38:38,361 Speaker 3: and I paid for my crime. You know, I got 722 00:38:38,361 --> 00:38:42,281 Speaker 3: done for commercial importation. At that stage, did I think 723 00:38:42,401 --> 00:38:48,960 Speaker 3: that the ongoing flow would be detrimental to the community. No, 724 00:38:49,041 --> 00:38:53,801 Speaker 3: it wasn't something in my mindset that I thought about. Yet. 725 00:38:54,761 --> 00:38:58,681 Speaker 3: Have I been affected by people with addiction and through 726 00:38:58,721 --> 00:39:01,721 Speaker 3: addiction and you know, committing crimes to people I care 727 00:39:01,801 --> 00:39:05,801 Speaker 3: about and love because they've gone on a rampage. Absolutely 728 00:39:06,321 --> 00:39:09,921 Speaker 3: so did I contribute back then to that part two 729 00:39:09,921 --> 00:39:13,561 Speaker 3: thousand and nine, Absolutely I was. You know, I had, 730 00:39:13,641 --> 00:39:16,321 Speaker 3: and I did, and I'm convicted and done my time 731 00:39:16,361 --> 00:39:21,321 Speaker 3: for it. At the time, they wouldn't have been thinking about, 732 00:39:21,401 --> 00:39:23,960 Speaker 3: like you say, you know, the trauma or the PTSD 733 00:39:25,201 --> 00:39:27,521 Speaker 3: that was left to the teller or the public in 734 00:39:27,601 --> 00:39:29,761 Speaker 3: the in the area of the space of what too. 735 00:39:30,161 --> 00:39:32,440 Speaker 4: You know, I think we find common ground there. You're 736 00:39:32,481 --> 00:39:35,001 Speaker 4: talking about your dealings with the drugs and you didn't 737 00:39:35,041 --> 00:39:39,721 Speaker 4: understand the drama that flowed on from that. You got 738 00:39:39,721 --> 00:39:42,321 Speaker 4: Bernie robbing banks and thinking he's been a good fellow 739 00:39:42,321 --> 00:39:45,401 Speaker 4: because he didn't shoot anyone. You got me just if 740 00:39:45,441 --> 00:39:47,121 Speaker 4: a bag if you've committed a crime. I'm going to 741 00:39:47,121 --> 00:39:49,121 Speaker 4: lock you up. I'm going to play hardball, lock you up. 742 00:39:49,561 --> 00:39:51,881 Speaker 4: No one really like when I was locking people up 743 00:39:52,041 --> 00:39:54,801 Speaker 4: when I was in the in the cops started to 744 00:39:54,801 --> 00:39:57,241 Speaker 4: evolve a little bit more towards the end, but I 745 00:39:57,281 --> 00:39:59,601 Speaker 4: didn't really have time to think about what if I 746 00:39:59,641 --> 00:40:01,641 Speaker 4: was locking you up, I wouldn't be concerned about what 747 00:40:01,721 --> 00:40:03,601 Speaker 4: was your upbringing, did your parents love you? Were you? 748 00:40:04,281 --> 00:40:07,721 Speaker 4: Were you? What happened? It would have been got one, 749 00:40:07,841 --> 00:40:10,241 Speaker 4: where's the next one? So we all look back and 750 00:40:10,281 --> 00:40:13,321 Speaker 4: we learn. I think the fact that we're sitting down 751 00:40:13,401 --> 00:40:16,561 Speaker 4: and discussing, even though you fucking ambush me, but well. 752 00:40:17,321 --> 00:40:19,001 Speaker 3: I mean, look, at the end of the day, I 753 00:40:19,001 --> 00:40:21,001 Speaker 3: didn't know how else to go about getting you here. 754 00:40:21,001 --> 00:40:25,121 Speaker 3: And look, I'm not mates with cops. I don't speak 755 00:40:25,121 --> 00:40:26,801 Speaker 3: to cops as simple as that, and I'm sure you 756 00:40:26,841 --> 00:40:30,281 Speaker 3: have very little do with crims other than through your podcast. 757 00:40:30,841 --> 00:40:33,601 Speaker 3: I felt that I've got enough front to sit down 758 00:40:33,721 --> 00:40:37,081 Speaker 3: and ask somebody who knows, and I know that you're 759 00:40:37,121 --> 00:40:40,481 Speaker 3: going to actually come back at me. So when I 760 00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:42,521 Speaker 3: put the gloves on and I will crack together because 761 00:40:42,521 --> 00:40:44,801 Speaker 3: I'm at the end of the day, you know it's 762 00:40:44,881 --> 00:40:47,801 Speaker 3: me and you. There's the cameras here and the mics 763 00:40:47,881 --> 00:40:49,841 Speaker 3: and made it's as real as you're going to get. 764 00:40:49,961 --> 00:40:52,641 Speaker 4: Yeah, well, I respect it. And the fact that you 765 00:40:53,081 --> 00:40:55,801 Speaker 4: asked me out here, because I would assume I would 766 00:40:55,801 --> 00:41:00,441 Speaker 4: assume that the don't assume. Okay, that never assumed. 767 00:41:01,401 --> 00:41:02,241 Speaker 3: I like to a ship. 768 00:41:02,281 --> 00:41:05,521 Speaker 4: All right, Well, I know that you'd get some shit 769 00:41:05,601 --> 00:41:07,721 Speaker 4: flowing your way. Just mere fact that you're seeing in 770 00:41:07,761 --> 00:41:08,641 Speaker 4: the room talking to me. 771 00:41:08,841 --> 00:41:10,681 Speaker 3: That's life. And I think that's what That's what you 772 00:41:10,801 --> 00:41:13,641 Speaker 3: have to realize is doesn't matter. Nobody's going to sit 773 00:41:13,681 --> 00:41:16,281 Speaker 3: here and say you know that they appreciate you and 774 00:41:16,441 --> 00:41:18,641 Speaker 3: like you for everything you do. There's people out there 775 00:41:18,641 --> 00:41:22,761 Speaker 3: that couldn't stand half the people that I may interview, 776 00:41:22,961 --> 00:41:27,401 Speaker 3: or me sitting here now questioning you on my podcast. 777 00:41:27,441 --> 00:41:29,961 Speaker 3: And I use that word questioning. 778 00:41:30,081 --> 00:41:31,921 Speaker 4: I don't even like to use that word because it 779 00:41:32,001 --> 00:41:35,561 Speaker 4: seems I just I should just play hardball like you 780 00:41:35,601 --> 00:41:39,121 Speaker 4: guys did, the hard hard nuts that I'd interview, just 781 00:41:39,161 --> 00:41:41,201 Speaker 4: fucking sit here and stare at you. 782 00:41:41,641 --> 00:41:44,321 Speaker 3: But it'd be fucking boring, boring podcast. And the thing is, 783 00:41:44,401 --> 00:41:46,001 Speaker 3: let it be known. I didn't pay for Gary to 784 00:41:46,001 --> 00:41:47,961 Speaker 3: come up. He paid for his own fucking flight. 785 00:41:47,921 --> 00:41:48,881 Speaker 4: So he's stupid. 786 00:41:48,881 --> 00:41:50,961 Speaker 3: And at the end of the day, you know, like 787 00:41:51,041 --> 00:41:55,161 Speaker 3: he come up here with literally, I'm no, I'm not 788 00:41:55,161 --> 00:41:57,201 Speaker 3: going to use that word. I think you would have 789 00:41:57,241 --> 00:41:59,401 Speaker 3: thought that you're coming up for a happy, bubbly chat 790 00:41:59,441 --> 00:42:04,521 Speaker 3: on thought, because our season is based around giving people 791 00:42:04,561 --> 00:42:08,921 Speaker 3: the tool to bettering their lives. Funny enough, though, and 792 00:42:09,001 --> 00:42:11,521 Speaker 3: I think that you do have some tools there that 793 00:42:11,561 --> 00:42:13,801 Speaker 3: we were able to pull out and leave in the 794 00:42:13,841 --> 00:42:19,161 Speaker 3: toolbox after our episode that will help people. And that's 795 00:42:19,201 --> 00:42:21,641 Speaker 3: the other side of it. Without sort of pissing in 796 00:42:21,641 --> 00:42:25,761 Speaker 3: your pocket, I know that you've been doing things from 797 00:42:25,761 --> 00:42:29,001 Speaker 3: a different side of life. I guess if I can 798 00:42:29,041 --> 00:42:31,241 Speaker 3: say it a little bit more from my perspective from 799 00:42:31,281 --> 00:42:34,561 Speaker 3: other inmates out there, perspective from other persons out there 800 00:42:34,561 --> 00:42:38,641 Speaker 3: with criminalities perspective, No, you're not a criminal, even though 801 00:42:38,681 --> 00:42:41,001 Speaker 3: you've been convicted now and you have been charging. You 802 00:42:41,041 --> 00:42:43,241 Speaker 3: know what it feels like to be rejected for a visa? 803 00:42:43,361 --> 00:42:48,121 Speaker 3: Suck shit? And I was like saying to Meana, like 804 00:42:48,241 --> 00:42:50,201 Speaker 3: suck shit, because like, do you know how many fucking 805 00:42:50,281 --> 00:42:52,561 Speaker 3: times we try to go for visas and get knocked 806 00:42:52,561 --> 00:42:56,361 Speaker 3: back because of misdemeanors. But yet yes, okay, look, not 807 00:42:56,441 --> 00:42:58,041 Speaker 3: all of us have got misdemeanors. Some of us have 808 00:42:58,081 --> 00:43:01,561 Speaker 3: got some serious crimes. But it's not a nice feeling, 809 00:43:01,921 --> 00:43:04,041 Speaker 3: you know. But on the flip side of that, I 810 00:43:04,121 --> 00:43:08,081 Speaker 3: do know after doing a little bit of homework about you, 811 00:43:09,081 --> 00:43:14,041 Speaker 3: and you've been putting yourself into some spaces that are 812 00:43:14,121 --> 00:43:17,841 Speaker 3: uncomfortable that we have had to live in, that we 813 00:43:17,881 --> 00:43:19,401 Speaker 3: have had to experience. 814 00:43:19,641 --> 00:43:22,601 Speaker 4: Well, I figure I've got to have a look at it. 815 00:43:22,601 --> 00:43:25,401 Speaker 4: If I'm going to talk about crime a true crime podcast, 816 00:43:25,441 --> 00:43:28,161 Speaker 4: I'm going to give credit to people that have come 817 00:43:28,201 --> 00:43:31,721 Speaker 4: on the podcast and sort of changing changing my view 818 00:43:31,761 --> 00:43:36,201 Speaker 4: on things. But yeah, what do you do? I'm not 819 00:43:36,241 --> 00:43:39,761 Speaker 4: a big one in that. I think people within the police, 820 00:43:40,081 --> 00:43:43,241 Speaker 4: certain people I'm talking like a very small group that 821 00:43:43,281 --> 00:43:45,441 Speaker 4: went at me, wanted to break me. And I'm thinking 822 00:43:45,521 --> 00:43:47,161 Speaker 4: they don't even know who I am because they weren't 823 00:43:47,161 --> 00:43:49,960 Speaker 4: going to break me. And I look at this way, 824 00:43:50,561 --> 00:43:53,440 Speaker 4: what's my best form of revenge? Have an interesting life? 825 00:43:53,481 --> 00:43:57,601 Speaker 4: My life's interesting. Yes, you ambush me coming up here, 826 00:43:57,681 --> 00:43:59,001 Speaker 4: But that's not a bad interview. 827 00:43:59,881 --> 00:44:05,401 Speaker 3: That's one for us. But I'm going to actually playing 828 00:44:05,401 --> 00:44:07,000 Speaker 3: that one because I'll tell you what'd be the first 829 00:44:07,001 --> 00:44:09,841 Speaker 3: time I ever got to ambush next. And maybe I'm 830 00:44:09,881 --> 00:44:12,561 Speaker 3: losing the sharpness because you dropped the ball, mate. You 831 00:44:12,561 --> 00:44:13,841 Speaker 3: didn't do enough investigations. 832 00:44:13,881 --> 00:44:15,961 Speaker 4: I should have seen that coming coming a mile away. 833 00:44:16,121 --> 00:44:19,401 Speaker 3: But you know, but I think it's worthy. I think 834 00:44:19,441 --> 00:44:23,161 Speaker 3: it's worthy that we have we're sitting here now. Finally, 835 00:44:23,801 --> 00:44:24,321 Speaker 3: I think. 836 00:44:24,121 --> 00:44:27,681 Speaker 4: It's why I come up, why I want to sit 837 00:44:27,721 --> 00:44:30,201 Speaker 4: down with you. I think I think it's interesting and 838 00:44:30,561 --> 00:44:33,601 Speaker 4: it's not lost on you or I like, yeah, you 839 00:44:33,641 --> 00:44:35,521 Speaker 4: did what you did, and you did it very well 840 00:44:35,561 --> 00:44:37,440 Speaker 4: at your time. I did what I did very well, 841 00:44:37,641 --> 00:44:42,081 Speaker 4: and neverthe two should meet. I get that. But I've 842 00:44:42,121 --> 00:44:44,681 Speaker 4: been listening to your podcast. Yes I'll say it. I 843 00:44:44,801 --> 00:44:45,241 Speaker 4: listened to you. 844 00:44:45,681 --> 00:44:46,801 Speaker 3: I've heard a couple of yours. 845 00:44:47,441 --> 00:44:49,161 Speaker 4: I've got to say you do a pretty good job. 846 00:44:49,401 --> 00:44:52,881 Speaker 4: But even when we I think you started just before 847 00:44:52,961 --> 00:44:55,801 Speaker 4: me or whatever, but around that time kicking off close 848 00:44:55,841 --> 00:44:59,001 Speaker 4: to about four years around that time, and I thought 849 00:44:59,001 --> 00:45:01,321 Speaker 4: it was really curious there was a who was a 850 00:45:01,441 --> 00:45:05,401 Speaker 4: mutual friend. So that suggested we're getting getting calm tact 851 00:45:05,841 --> 00:45:07,601 Speaker 4: or whatever, or you might want to speak the Brent. 852 00:45:08,161 --> 00:45:11,521 Speaker 4: I think the feedback and it was I think John Killick. 853 00:45:11,561 --> 00:45:13,401 Speaker 4: You might know John Killick escaped from a. 854 00:45:14,761 --> 00:45:17,121 Speaker 3: Blake that flew out of one of the most maximum 855 00:45:17,201 --> 00:45:21,481 Speaker 3: security facilities that you know, just had a helicopter land. 856 00:45:21,401 --> 00:45:24,041 Speaker 4: With his Russian girlfriend that hijacked the helicopter. Yeah, you 857 00:45:24,041 --> 00:45:25,001 Speaker 4: can't make this ship up. 858 00:45:25,001 --> 00:45:27,561 Speaker 3: But anyway, and you know what what an actual like 859 00:45:27,921 --> 00:45:30,721 Speaker 3: and people are going to say, mate, what a legend 860 00:45:30,761 --> 00:45:31,721 Speaker 3: and what a great man. 861 00:45:32,201 --> 00:45:35,281 Speaker 4: He said, I'll speak to Brent because I was speaking 862 00:45:35,321 --> 00:45:38,921 Speaker 4: to him and he came back and I said, he 863 00:45:38,961 --> 00:45:40,561 Speaker 4: said that I spaked the Brent. I don't think he 864 00:45:40,641 --> 00:45:43,641 Speaker 4: wants to speak to you and a few other fat and. 865 00:45:44,241 --> 00:45:48,241 Speaker 3: We can say it on our podcast. You're not restricted god. 866 00:45:48,521 --> 00:45:52,521 Speaker 4: Basically your response was I spoke to Brent and he 867 00:45:52,761 --> 00:45:56,081 Speaker 4: basically said, fuck off. You're a copper. And so to Wit, 868 00:45:56,361 --> 00:45:58,761 Speaker 4: I said, will tell him the funk off. He was 869 00:45:58,841 --> 00:46:02,641 Speaker 4: a biking and I don't know what where we where 870 00:46:02,681 --> 00:46:05,401 Speaker 4: we found ground from there, but that was a thing. 871 00:46:05,441 --> 00:46:08,441 Speaker 4: And then I was listening to your podcast, and I 872 00:46:08,681 --> 00:46:12,681 Speaker 4: was genuinely listening before anything that would get to know 873 00:46:12,881 --> 00:46:15,441 Speaker 4: or whatever. I was curious about what you're doing and 874 00:46:15,561 --> 00:46:18,561 Speaker 4: I find found it quite quite interesting. And then yeah, 875 00:46:18,721 --> 00:46:22,761 Speaker 4: you're running the Clink podcast. I'm running Eye Catch Killers podcast. 876 00:46:23,081 --> 00:46:26,001 Speaker 4: You're a bikey or ex bikey. I'm an ex cop. 877 00:46:27,401 --> 00:46:31,161 Speaker 4: We shouldn't be talking to each other. But as fate 878 00:46:31,201 --> 00:46:32,201 Speaker 4: would have it, you tricked me. 879 00:46:32,721 --> 00:46:35,281 Speaker 3: But well, I mean the reality is, you know, like I, 880 00:46:37,321 --> 00:46:38,881 Speaker 3: I look at it this way. You know, there is 881 00:46:39,001 --> 00:46:42,921 Speaker 3: that that absolute line of you don't cross. We're not 882 00:46:43,081 --> 00:46:46,561 Speaker 3: discussing anybody anything. We're not I'm not asking a view 883 00:46:46,681 --> 00:46:50,361 Speaker 3: to throw anyone under the bus. There's no statement or 884 00:46:50,441 --> 00:46:54,041 Speaker 3: allegations or crimes being discussed. It's going to implicate anybody 885 00:46:54,161 --> 00:46:57,601 Speaker 3: or anything. This is purely a conversation between somebody who 886 00:46:57,681 --> 00:47:00,441 Speaker 3: had a past in the law and somebody who was 887 00:47:01,801 --> 00:47:06,361 Speaker 3: in the past had a career criminality. So, if anything, 888 00:47:06,441 --> 00:47:10,161 Speaker 3: I think this conversation today is to actually benefit people 889 00:47:10,201 --> 00:47:13,321 Speaker 3: out there and understand a little bit more about who 890 00:47:13,521 --> 00:47:16,481 Speaker 3: and why and and also too, I guess, touching on 891 00:47:16,561 --> 00:47:20,001 Speaker 3: the fact and I didn't know that that you now 892 00:47:20,121 --> 00:47:24,801 Speaker 3: have a criminal record, I can't help but keep chuckling 893 00:47:24,881 --> 00:47:25,401 Speaker 3: to myself. 894 00:47:27,601 --> 00:47:28,441 Speaker 4: It doesn't carry a lot. 895 00:47:29,441 --> 00:47:32,201 Speaker 3: It's a pretty cool thing. I said, to finally sit 896 00:47:32,321 --> 00:47:37,081 Speaker 3: down and think to myself, this decorated officer or ex 897 00:47:37,201 --> 00:47:39,121 Speaker 3: police officer is the criminal. 898 00:47:39,761 --> 00:47:42,161 Speaker 4: I look by Jake, I didn't get a certificate of service, 899 00:47:42,201 --> 00:47:45,161 Speaker 4: but I got a couple of charge sheets. So you 900 00:47:45,321 --> 00:47:47,761 Speaker 4: put the certificate of the service in your in your 901 00:47:47,801 --> 00:47:51,481 Speaker 4: home in the frame. I just want I want to 902 00:47:51,521 --> 00:47:54,721 Speaker 4: I want to say something because I just reflecting on you. 903 00:47:55,001 --> 00:47:58,601 Speaker 4: You're saying, how cops if you get a flogging, and 904 00:47:58,681 --> 00:48:03,441 Speaker 4: then how they react, how you guys? Well, if I 905 00:48:03,841 --> 00:48:04,961 Speaker 4: got copper flogging from the. 906 00:48:05,081 --> 00:48:07,041 Speaker 3: But it's not a flogging. This is the word we 907 00:48:07,201 --> 00:48:11,241 Speaker 3: need to change a This was an ongoing constant all 908 00:48:11,281 --> 00:48:13,601 Speaker 3: the time. You were guaranteed to walk out of the 909 00:48:13,641 --> 00:48:19,121 Speaker 3: police station bruised, black eyed, bleeding, those busted lip. You were, 910 00:48:19,361 --> 00:48:22,201 Speaker 3: you were one hundred percent. This wasn't just me, This 911 00:48:22,481 --> 00:48:25,761 Speaker 3: was every young person in that in that era. 912 00:48:26,121 --> 00:48:28,961 Speaker 4: Yeah, well a different era, and you know it's not 913 00:48:29,121 --> 00:48:32,921 Speaker 4: it was your era. Well my era. I feel like 914 00:48:33,401 --> 00:48:37,001 Speaker 4: a dying breed, Like my era was a long time ago. 915 00:48:37,561 --> 00:48:40,521 Speaker 4: But I understand that world. I understand where things were 916 00:48:40,561 --> 00:48:43,521 Speaker 4: pretty willing in the police station. But the point I 917 00:48:43,641 --> 00:48:46,361 Speaker 4: wanted to make, I'd also seen people in the charge 918 00:48:46,441 --> 00:48:49,601 Speaker 4: shock jump over and belt some Yeah it might be 919 00:48:49,841 --> 00:48:53,601 Speaker 4: a female police officer, or just some little little dude 920 00:48:53,641 --> 00:48:55,841 Speaker 4: that you know, never been a violent person in his life. 921 00:48:56,201 --> 00:48:57,561 Speaker 4: Not I'll funk off with. 922 00:48:57,601 --> 00:49:00,960 Speaker 3: Your little dude, never been a violent person. You fucking 923 00:49:01,001 --> 00:49:03,321 Speaker 3: blakes get put through a holy shit at the academy, 924 00:49:03,361 --> 00:49:05,561 Speaker 3: whether you're a big, small, short, or tall. Was ginny 925 00:49:05,761 --> 00:49:07,761 Speaker 3: whatever happened to the fucking copper that had to be 926 00:49:07,841 --> 00:49:10,241 Speaker 3: six foot tall and bulletproof? And now they put in 927 00:49:10,321 --> 00:49:13,041 Speaker 3: all these little fat fucks that couldn't even run themselves 928 00:49:13,081 --> 00:49:13,841 Speaker 3: in a ten meter. 929 00:49:15,801 --> 00:49:17,681 Speaker 4: Gone on the day of the six foot cops. Although 930 00:49:17,721 --> 00:49:19,481 Speaker 4: I've seen some little cops that can. 931 00:49:19,441 --> 00:49:21,521 Speaker 3: Go, but not only there's a seven foot four one. 932 00:49:21,721 --> 00:49:26,441 Speaker 4: Yeah, I saw picture of that. That's that's incredible. But 933 00:49:26,961 --> 00:49:28,921 Speaker 4: what I was going to say, I just I feel 934 00:49:29,041 --> 00:49:31,121 Speaker 4: like I just needed to defend the police here a 935 00:49:31,161 --> 00:49:33,361 Speaker 4: little bit in about the resentment that you get where 936 00:49:33,401 --> 00:49:36,761 Speaker 4: you're treated that way cops, not all cops, but the 937 00:49:36,881 --> 00:49:39,401 Speaker 4: hard working cops. Sometimes they put themselves out there and 938 00:49:39,441 --> 00:49:42,281 Speaker 4: they're constantly being abused and all that, and yeah, if 939 00:49:42,361 --> 00:49:45,401 Speaker 4: you've that might be where they cross the line, you 940 00:49:45,441 --> 00:49:47,881 Speaker 4: know how you talk about how in bred that hate is, 941 00:49:48,241 --> 00:49:50,361 Speaker 4: or if a cop turns up every every day at 942 00:49:50,401 --> 00:49:53,161 Speaker 4: work and is getting abused, getting bashed, getting injured and 943 00:49:53,201 --> 00:49:55,681 Speaker 4: all that. Maybe you change a little bit that way too, 944 00:49:55,761 --> 00:49:58,641 Speaker 4: So I think we've got to just balance balance it 945 00:49:58,681 --> 00:49:59,001 Speaker 4: out of here. 946 00:49:59,161 --> 00:50:01,281 Speaker 3: No, no, no fair call and change your fucking job. 947 00:50:03,001 --> 00:50:06,641 Speaker 4: Yeah, well, don't be an out around. 948 00:50:07,761 --> 00:50:09,881 Speaker 3: Well, even when you're not, you're still classed as fuck. 949 00:50:09,921 --> 00:50:12,201 Speaker 3: I mean, look, I get pulled over now, and you 950 00:50:12,241 --> 00:50:16,361 Speaker 3: know it's an instant intel check. I had a highway 951 00:50:16,441 --> 00:50:20,121 Speaker 3: patrol officer pulled me over only a few months ago, 952 00:50:20,761 --> 00:50:23,081 Speaker 3: and I mean this, sincerely, this has not been a 953 00:50:23,121 --> 00:50:26,801 Speaker 3: fucking goose. This has been really honest. So he pulls 954 00:50:26,881 --> 00:50:30,761 Speaker 3: me over and I said, what was the problem. He says, 955 00:50:30,761 --> 00:50:33,161 Speaker 3: I mate, it's a it's one hundred and you're going 956 00:50:33,161 --> 00:50:36,401 Speaker 3: one hundred and six or one hundred and seven. I said, ship, apologies, 957 00:50:36,441 --> 00:50:39,241 Speaker 3: were goes just your license please, and goes back to 958 00:50:39,601 --> 00:50:42,601 Speaker 3: he's carrying as I'll be back in a second. Comes 959 00:50:42,721 --> 00:50:46,121 Speaker 3: up and he goes, so you got anything in the car? 960 00:50:46,241 --> 00:50:49,041 Speaker 3: I said no, I said, you're welcome and go through it. 961 00:50:49,561 --> 00:50:53,440 Speaker 3: He goes, so are you still with the omc G group? 962 00:50:54,241 --> 00:50:57,761 Speaker 3: And I said what He said, Oh, well, I'm just 963 00:50:57,841 --> 00:51:00,001 Speaker 3: asking you the question can you answer the question. I said, no, 964 00:51:00,041 --> 00:51:01,641 Speaker 3: I'm not going to fucking answer the question. I said, 965 00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:03,201 Speaker 3: all I'm going to say it. He is this, that's 966 00:51:03,241 --> 00:51:06,161 Speaker 3: how pathetic your intel is. And he goes, oh, oh, 967 00:51:06,321 --> 00:51:08,321 Speaker 3: hang on a second bigger. I said no, no, I said, 968 00:51:08,321 --> 00:51:11,001 Speaker 3: I'm fed up with this. I said, twenty ten. What 969 00:51:11,161 --> 00:51:14,801 Speaker 3: year are we in now? Twenty twenty four, I said, 970 00:51:14,841 --> 00:51:19,081 Speaker 3: and your intel still tells you that I am a 971 00:51:19,201 --> 00:51:24,121 Speaker 3: part of an OMC G. And he turned around, he 972 00:51:24,201 --> 00:51:26,081 Speaker 3: said to me. He walked away, and he come back 973 00:51:26,081 --> 00:51:28,761 Speaker 3: and he said, listen. He said, I can understand you're 974 00:51:28,801 --> 00:51:30,641 Speaker 3: firing up. I said, well, no, I'm sick of it. 975 00:51:31,161 --> 00:51:34,161 Speaker 3: I said, that's not my life. I said, but once again, 976 00:51:34,241 --> 00:51:36,121 Speaker 3: I said, nine times out of ten, if that had 977 00:51:36,161 --> 00:51:39,041 Speaker 3: happened in the past, i'd know because he'd sit in 978 00:51:39,121 --> 00:51:41,561 Speaker 3: his car. Next minute, you'd see him come from everywhere, right, 979 00:51:41,681 --> 00:51:46,401 Speaker 3: so you knew the squad was coming. That didn't happen. 980 00:51:46,841 --> 00:51:49,001 Speaker 3: But what he did say to me was that they 981 00:51:49,201 --> 00:51:55,041 Speaker 3: never remove that sort of intel from the computers. That 982 00:51:55,121 --> 00:51:57,081 Speaker 3: it's there. So no matter whether you turn into a 983 00:51:57,201 --> 00:52:00,801 Speaker 3: priest or you give your heart and soul to whatever else, 984 00:52:00,881 --> 00:52:02,641 Speaker 3: it is out there to be doing good in this world, 985 00:52:02,721 --> 00:52:07,121 Speaker 3: in this community we talk about constantly, I guess judged 986 00:52:07,441 --> 00:52:10,161 Speaker 3: or looked at. And I'm not sitting here saying that 987 00:52:10,401 --> 00:52:12,521 Speaker 3: he was just doing his job. I got caught doing 988 00:52:12,561 --> 00:52:14,641 Speaker 3: six k's or seven k's over the limit that was 989 00:52:14,721 --> 00:52:17,881 Speaker 3: on me, but the intel that was on the computer 990 00:52:18,001 --> 00:52:20,161 Speaker 3: that he didn't know me from a bar. So that 991 00:52:20,321 --> 00:52:22,041 Speaker 3: looks at that and goes, We'll hang on a sec. 992 00:52:24,521 --> 00:52:26,921 Speaker 3: He's a club member. Yeah yeah, And next minute I'm 993 00:52:26,921 --> 00:52:29,641 Speaker 3: getting turned upside down, which I didn't but could even 994 00:52:29,761 --> 00:52:31,841 Speaker 3: has happened in the past, turned upside down on the 995 00:52:31,881 --> 00:52:32,601 Speaker 3: side of the end month. 996 00:52:32,761 --> 00:52:38,201 Speaker 4: Well see, I like what, well, you're right, you're right. 997 00:52:38,321 --> 00:52:41,321 Speaker 4: But what I'm saying credit where credit Stewart. At least 998 00:52:41,361 --> 00:52:43,201 Speaker 4: the cop didn't escalade and get his back up. You. 999 00:52:43,361 --> 00:52:45,201 Speaker 3: No, no, no, that's what I'm saying. I'm I'm not 1000 00:52:45,281 --> 00:52:47,201 Speaker 3: sitting here saying he did wrong, and I'm not. 1001 00:52:48,241 --> 00:52:50,081 Speaker 4: You make a valid point there, Like you know, we 1002 00:52:50,201 --> 00:52:51,801 Speaker 4: look at and I'm thinking if I was a cop 1003 00:52:51,921 --> 00:52:55,121 Speaker 4: pulled over, I would look at you links to OMCG 1004 00:52:55,281 --> 00:52:58,001 Speaker 4: And then you're thinking, oh that was twenty ten, that's 1005 00:52:58,041 --> 00:53:02,561 Speaker 4: where four years ago. All right, look again, and you 1006 00:53:02,721 --> 00:53:06,361 Speaker 4: laugh at this one after just after I was charged 1007 00:53:06,401 --> 00:53:09,921 Speaker 4: and it became public. I was driving with my son. 1008 00:53:10,241 --> 00:53:12,161 Speaker 4: I've been up to help my mother was moving. So 1009 00:53:12,721 --> 00:53:15,281 Speaker 4: it was a Sunday morning. Yeah, we don't have the 1010 00:53:15,321 --> 00:53:18,841 Speaker 4: tickets anymore on the registration. My car registrations and expired 1011 00:53:18,881 --> 00:53:23,281 Speaker 4: the day before. I get pulled over highway patrol. And 1012 00:53:24,281 --> 00:53:26,961 Speaker 4: I have didn't say I think. I didn't say, you know, 1013 00:53:27,561 --> 00:53:29,561 Speaker 4: I think you know who I am. I'm in the cops, 1014 00:53:29,561 --> 00:53:31,921 Speaker 4: because I wasn't in the cops any well. I've been 1015 00:53:32,041 --> 00:53:36,201 Speaker 4: charged Joe citizen, So yeah, I just and have where 1016 00:53:36,201 --> 00:53:37,841 Speaker 4: he off to and I said, I'm just coming home. 1017 00:53:37,921 --> 00:53:39,921 Speaker 4: Have you had anything to drink? And I had two 1018 00:53:40,001 --> 00:53:42,761 Speaker 4: beers last night, last at seven o'clock or whatever. It's 1019 00:53:42,801 --> 00:53:46,321 Speaker 4: ten o'clock in the morning, and I smell alcohol and 1020 00:53:46,441 --> 00:53:52,041 Speaker 4: I said, blew me and it came back negative obviously, 1021 00:53:52,241 --> 00:53:56,641 Speaker 4: and he's gone, that's interesting. And then went and sat 1022 00:53:56,681 --> 00:53:58,841 Speaker 4: in the police car and I could see him on 1023 00:53:58,921 --> 00:54:02,881 Speaker 4: the phone smiling, laughing. No doubt by that time he 1024 00:54:03,001 --> 00:54:05,401 Speaker 4: knows who I am and what comes back. I want 1025 00:54:05,441 --> 00:54:08,361 Speaker 4: to do another test, and I know I'm within my 1026 00:54:08,481 --> 00:54:11,761 Speaker 4: rights to say, you know, like enough is enough? Came back. 1027 00:54:12,001 --> 00:54:14,321 Speaker 4: My son's sitting there. My son's an adult, like, he's 1028 00:54:14,361 --> 00:54:17,561 Speaker 4: in his twenties, sitting there in the suit. Blow it again. 1029 00:54:18,201 --> 00:54:22,041 Speaker 4: This cop was just humiliating me, just degrading me. I'm 1030 00:54:22,081 --> 00:54:25,401 Speaker 4: sitting there, just okay, don't snap, don't snap. And then 1031 00:54:25,441 --> 00:54:27,561 Speaker 4: he looks at my son, have you been drinking? 1032 00:54:27,961 --> 00:54:28,841 Speaker 3: And what? 1033 00:54:30,081 --> 00:54:32,361 Speaker 4: Well, that's exactly what I wanted to say, but I 1034 00:54:32,481 --> 00:54:34,921 Speaker 4: just let my son answer it, and no, I haven't 1035 00:54:34,961 --> 00:54:38,081 Speaker 4: been drinking. I'm smelling alcohol, I said, I've just had amandain. 1036 00:54:38,201 --> 00:54:41,241 Speaker 4: Maybe you're smelling a mandarin. The skin went on and 1037 00:54:41,361 --> 00:54:43,961 Speaker 4: on and talked about you know you haven't your car's 1038 00:54:44,001 --> 00:54:47,161 Speaker 4: not registered. I said, I'm sorry, when did done the 1039 00:54:47,281 --> 00:54:50,401 Speaker 4: day before? I'm sorry? What are you being up to? Well, 1040 00:54:50,561 --> 00:54:52,721 Speaker 4: it's actually helping my mother move, not that it's any 1041 00:54:52,761 --> 00:54:55,241 Speaker 4: of your business. I was kept there for about fifteen minutes, 1042 00:54:55,321 --> 00:54:57,921 Speaker 4: fifteen twenty minutes, and I just got the shits. I said, 1043 00:54:58,441 --> 00:55:00,761 Speaker 4: you've had your fun. Now you either write me up 1044 00:55:00,801 --> 00:55:02,921 Speaker 4: the ticket or just leave me alone. But I'm not 1045 00:55:03,001 --> 00:55:07,401 Speaker 4: playing this game anymore. One person just pissed me off 1046 00:55:07,561 --> 00:55:10,361 Speaker 4: so much. I hated cops for a long time. Then 1047 00:55:10,561 --> 00:55:13,281 Speaker 4: just the one and I was saying to my son there, 1048 00:55:14,281 --> 00:55:16,401 Speaker 4: that's why people get a bad name, like the way 1049 00:55:16,481 --> 00:55:19,441 Speaker 4: he was treating me. But he was having fun because 1050 00:55:19,561 --> 00:55:22,401 Speaker 4: now I was the ex cop or the shamed cop, 1051 00:55:22,761 --> 00:55:25,001 Speaker 4: and he's a little highway patrol dude that was just 1052 00:55:25,041 --> 00:55:27,041 Speaker 4: going to make life hard for fuck your day, yeah, 1053 00:55:27,161 --> 00:55:30,041 Speaker 4: and humiliate me in front of my son and for 1054 00:55:30,161 --> 00:55:31,801 Speaker 4: someone like me. And I understand. 1055 00:55:31,921 --> 00:55:33,561 Speaker 3: And that goes back to what I said to you 1056 00:55:33,681 --> 00:55:36,161 Speaker 3: earlier in our chat in reference to and I get it. 1057 00:55:36,481 --> 00:55:40,281 Speaker 3: I get it. Look, you having tel hypothetically ill use 1058 00:55:40,361 --> 00:55:43,321 Speaker 3: me is a case where you got intel on me. 1059 00:55:43,721 --> 00:55:49,041 Speaker 3: I've allegedly sold CBD oil to and undercover police officer 1060 00:55:49,201 --> 00:55:52,241 Speaker 3: through my Instagram. Next minute, you're kicking my door in 1061 00:55:53,201 --> 00:55:55,601 Speaker 3: at four point thirty quarter to five in the morning, 1062 00:55:55,721 --> 00:55:59,601 Speaker 3: waking my kids up. My kids are freaking screaming, you know, 1063 00:55:59,721 --> 00:56:04,121 Speaker 3: the wife's freaking out. And I'm basically obviously well aware 1064 00:56:04,161 --> 00:56:06,641 Speaker 3: of what it is that you doing. But you're coming 1065 00:56:06,681 --> 00:56:09,281 Speaker 3: through like you know, a bullet at a gate for what. 1066 00:56:09,801 --> 00:56:13,521 Speaker 4: Yeah, I know, and there's no need for it. Really, 1067 00:56:13,641 --> 00:56:16,881 Speaker 4: I don't I don't think like I can't sit here 1068 00:56:17,081 --> 00:56:19,841 Speaker 4: as this innocent I played hardball when I was in 1069 00:56:19,921 --> 00:56:23,041 Speaker 4: the cops, but I had my moral code, and we 1070 00:56:23,121 --> 00:56:25,761 Speaker 4: talk about moral codes. I think it's important bikes have 1071 00:56:25,881 --> 00:56:32,081 Speaker 4: moral codes. I can understand a moral code that you 1072 00:56:32,161 --> 00:56:34,601 Speaker 4: guys might have. I might agree with it, but I 1073 00:56:34,641 --> 00:56:36,681 Speaker 4: can respect that. Okay, Well, if this happens, we're going 1074 00:56:36,761 --> 00:56:40,480 Speaker 4: to do this, blah blah blah. I understand it. But yeah, 1075 00:56:41,361 --> 00:56:46,241 Speaker 4: if people power corrupts. You have power as a biky, 1076 00:56:46,681 --> 00:56:48,241 Speaker 4: I think you've got power. You can walk into the 1077 00:56:48,321 --> 00:56:50,401 Speaker 4: pub and create all sorts of dramas. People are going 1078 00:56:50,441 --> 00:56:53,641 Speaker 4: to back off, and it corrupts. Cops have power, and 1079 00:56:53,801 --> 00:56:56,841 Speaker 4: power crops corrupts cops. So we just you need to 1080 00:56:56,921 --> 00:56:59,721 Speaker 4: check yourself on it sometimes. Fair call. So if you 1081 00:56:59,841 --> 00:57:02,721 Speaker 4: had your fun with me yet, you. 1082 00:57:02,801 --> 00:57:05,961 Speaker 3: Know, like I'm going to say, and I'm glad that 1083 00:57:06,041 --> 00:57:09,161 Speaker 3: we got to really just yeah, none, I'm glad we 1084 00:57:09,241 --> 00:57:11,321 Speaker 3: got to butt heads a bit there because I feel, 1085 00:57:11,401 --> 00:57:13,321 Speaker 3: like I said in the beginning, you know, it needed 1086 00:57:13,401 --> 00:57:17,921 Speaker 3: to be had. On a serious note, though, there is 1087 00:57:18,041 --> 00:57:21,641 Speaker 3: a sort of a meeting place I guess where we're 1088 00:57:21,721 --> 00:57:26,961 Speaker 3: both come to. I don't even know what the word 1089 00:57:27,041 --> 00:57:28,561 Speaker 3: what should we call it? A happy place? 1090 00:57:28,721 --> 00:57:30,361 Speaker 4: Why are you're punching your fists together. 1091 00:57:30,881 --> 00:57:33,081 Speaker 3: We've still got our gloves. I remember when we jumped 1092 00:57:33,081 --> 00:57:35,041 Speaker 3: in the ring to have a crack at each The 1093 00:57:35,121 --> 00:57:36,961 Speaker 3: gloves aren't off yet. And I'm sure there's a few 1094 00:57:37,041 --> 00:57:38,961 Speaker 3: lesson rights you want to throw now I've got one 1095 00:57:39,001 --> 00:57:43,601 Speaker 3: good fight. Look, look, we're both trying to make a 1096 00:57:43,681 --> 00:57:47,921 Speaker 3: difference in this world today. Put aside our pass where 1097 00:57:48,321 --> 00:57:52,401 Speaker 3: Joe's citizens today, where you're not. You're not an officer 1098 00:57:52,441 --> 00:57:55,361 Speaker 3: of the law. I'm not a career criminal and buy 1099 00:57:55,481 --> 00:57:59,561 Speaker 3: club member. What I am is a man is compassionate, 1100 00:57:59,641 --> 00:58:03,041 Speaker 3: caring and trying to help people in a better way 1101 00:58:04,161 --> 00:58:07,241 Speaker 3: through their choices of life using my lived experience as 1102 00:58:08,241 --> 00:58:09,641 Speaker 3: you can do as well. 1103 00:58:09,761 --> 00:58:14,521 Speaker 4: Well, yeah, forgetting everything that's gone before. With our difference 1104 00:58:14,641 --> 00:58:17,081 Speaker 4: is one thing that I think we're on the same 1105 00:58:17,281 --> 00:58:20,561 Speaker 4: same path. And I know, like you've done your research 1106 00:58:20,961 --> 00:58:24,881 Speaker 4: on me before I've come here. I'm not okay, I'm stupid. 1107 00:58:24,921 --> 00:58:26,561 Speaker 4: Then you got me up here and I thought it 1108 00:58:26,681 --> 00:58:29,441 Speaker 4: was a fluffy you sing Kumbai and you. 1109 00:58:29,441 --> 00:58:31,481 Speaker 3: Know, pop, it's a keeper. 1110 00:58:31,601 --> 00:58:33,121 Speaker 4: Now you've done a lot of a lot of time 1111 00:58:33,201 --> 00:58:36,361 Speaker 4: in jail. How do you feel when you come out 1112 00:58:36,401 --> 00:58:39,321 Speaker 4: of jail? Are you angry or what what you know? 1113 00:58:39,481 --> 00:58:43,521 Speaker 3: I used to look Gary. Why don't we just stop 1114 00:58:43,601 --> 00:58:45,881 Speaker 3: here and we'll talk about this in the next episode 1115 00:58:45,921 --> 00:58:46,361 Speaker 3: of The Clink. 1116 00:58:46,521 --> 00:58:49,881 Speaker 4: Okay, can we also call th catch Kills Clink and 1117 00:58:50,041 --> 00:58:52,561 Speaker 4: I Catch Kills. Come on, you've got a compromise, but 1118 00:58:52,961 --> 00:58:53,681 Speaker 4: it's going out. 1119 00:58:53,601 --> 00:58:54,401 Speaker 3: On both platforms. 1120 00:58:54,481 --> 00:58:55,801 Speaker 4: This one for the work. 1121 00:58:56,121 --> 00:59:00,041 Speaker 2: Don't try and make you uncomfortable. Photo record, trug world 1122 00:59:00,081 --> 00:59:03,521 Speaker 2: and stuff for your photo record lab on me going 1123 00:59:03,601 --> 00:59:06,721 Speaker 2: hard the work for the record. Ain't trying to link, no, 1124 00:59:06,841 --> 00:59:07,401 Speaker 2: trying to waste. 1125 00:59:08,441 --> 00:59:14,081 Speaker 1: For the record, for the record, for the for the record, 1126 00:59:15,001 --> 00:59:18,881 Speaker 1: for the record, for the record, for the record. 1127 00:59:22,321 --> 00:59:22,841 Speaker 4: Mm hmm